（听得到我吗？塔克克洛资源网）
大家好，欢迎来到听得到我吗？ Hello, welcome to Can You Hear Me?
这里有关于塔克克洛的所有资源 Your source for all things Tucker Crowe.
如果你来到这里，你可能已经是塔克的粉丝了 If you're here, you're probably already a fan of Tucker's music,
但如果你只是对克洛感到好奇… but if you're merely Crowe-curious
或你只是不小心点进这个连结 or you clicked on the link by accident,
请容许我为你介绍这一位在另类摇滚界里 allow me to introduce you to one of the most seminal
最重要的人之一，但却被埋没的歌手 and yet unsung figures of alternative rock.
（《一百分钟》）
（“LAX”塔克克洛强纳森薛曼执导）
虽然塔克从十几岁就开始写歌 Although Tucker started writing songs in his early teens,
他在1993年发行《茱丽叶》专辑之后才一举成名 his real breakthrough was the release of the 1993 album Juliet.
（塔克克洛 《茱丽叶》）
这在大学电台中很受欢迎 It earned respectable college radio play,
但却被主流媒体远远低估了 but was vastly underappreciated by the mainstream.
在滚石网站的最佳心碎专辑名单中 On the list of Top Heartbreak Albums on RollingStone.com
他只排第43名，这是天大的笑话 it comes only 43rd, which is a joke.
简单来说《茱丽叶》是绝无仅有的杰作 Juliet, quite simply, is a masterpiece.
这是塔克在和茱莉碧提谈完旋风式的恋爱之后写的 Tucker wrote it after a whirlwind love affair with Julie Beatty,
她是标准活在洛杉矶下等社会里的人 a model and fixture of the Los Angeles demimonde.
他们短暂约会的结束 The termination of their brief tryst
同时激发了他，也毁了他的灵魂 simultaneously inspired him and crushed his soul.
同年6月，1993年 In June of that same year, 1993,
塔克在地窖酒吧里为一场订婚典礼演奏 Tucker played an engagement at The Pit club
在美国明尼亚波利斯 in Minneapolis, United States,
证实是他的最后一场表演 that would prove to be his final show.
（地窖酒吧）
他最后一次被看到在男厕所之后 Last seen exiting the men's toilets after his first set,
塔克突然取消了所有之后的演出……然后再也没有在公开场合表演过 Tucker abruptly canceled all future shows,and has never performed publicly again.
（有人看到塔克克洛吗？）
这张在2014年拍的照片据说是塔克 This snapshot, taken in 2014,
在他宾州的绵羊牧场里拍的 is purported to be of Tucker on his sheep farm in Pennsylvania,
但是有很多人怀疑它的真实性 although there is quite a lot of debate as to its authenticity.
真实的行踪和创造性的努力 The true whereabouts and creative endeavors
关于克罗先生的事仍然是个谜。 of Mr. Crowe remain a mystery.
记得点旁边“谜”的连结 Be sure to click on the Mystery link on the side of the page.
茱丽叶恋习曲
写这些给我永远不会见到的陌生人很奇怪 It's weird to be writing this to a complete stranger I'll never meet.
就算我们见面了，你眼中的我和其他人眼中的我会一样吗？ And if we did meet, would you see what everybody else sees?
我看起来可能是个穿着朴实开襟羊毛衫又友善随合的英国女士 I may look like a nice, well-adjusted English lady in a sensible cardigan,
但最近这只是表面的修饰，而且开始崩坏了 but these days it's a thin veneer and it's starting to crack.
如果你住在三德克里夫，又快40岁了，那你就会懂 If you'd lived in Sandcliff going on 40 years you'd understand.
我有一次曾飞去伦敦大学读艺术史 I fled once to London's university,where I studied History of Art.
我人生中最棒的时光 Best years of my life.
但我爸生病之后我就回来了 But I came back when my dad got ill.
他管理一间当地的历史博物馆，直到他连自己的名字都不记得了 He ran the local history museum until he couldn't remember his own name.
- 早安，你好吗？ - 早安，亲爱的
从那之后就由我接手 ，本来应该只是暂时的 I've been running it ever since in a supposedly temporary capacity.
- 你好，安妮 - 早安，你好 - Hey, Annie. - Morning. Hi.
- 安妮，抱歉打扰你 - 请说 - Annie, sorry to bother you. - Yeah?
萝丝还没来吗？ 还没，交给我处理吧 - Is Ros still not in? - No, but I'll take care of it.
谢谢，凯蒂 Thanks, Katie.
我妹妹萝丝可以证明… As my sister, Ros, can attest...
- 嘿 - 你好吗？ - Hey.- You all right?
…要在这个小镇里找到志趣相投的人很困难 Finding a likeminded partner in this town can be a challenge.
- 怎么了？ - 没事 - What? - Nothing.
- 她很辣，她的身体很结实 - 对 - She's hot. She's got a tight body. - Yeah. Yeah
所以当这个小伙子在15年前搬过来 So when this bloke moves to town 15 years ago
当客座讲师 to guest lecture a course
开了美国电影和孤独男子的课程时 on the American cinema and the alienated male,
这还满酷的 well, it was pretty cool.
我很快就陷入爱河 I fell in love quickly.
那时，我们会聊电影、书、音乐 Back then we'd jabber on about movies and books and music.
他真的会听 He would actually listen.
- 对 - …从来没到大门 - Yeah... - Never get that gate.
好吧，有时会听 Well, sometimes.
现在他自己着迷的东西支配了我的生活 Now, his own obsessions dominate my life.
原来这段时间以来他一直爱着另一个男人 And it's become clear that all along,he's been in love with another man.
（塔克克洛）
不是你想的那样，但也差不多了，说真的，让人觉得很厌烦 Not like that, but in an equally consuming and, quite frankly, really bothersome way.
不…我上周不是有寄给你一篇文章吗？ No, no, no. Didn't I send you an article on this just last week?
他是这群由两百个中年男子组成的群体的首领 He is the ringleader of a community of 200 middle-aged men
他们聚在一起发疯似地剖析 who gather together to obsessively deconstruct
他们偶像的音乐，并试着解开谜团 their hero's music and attempt to crack his mysteries.
- 那是很有趣的理论 That's a really interesting theory...
- 我就说吧 That's what I said.
我已经听过几千遍了 ...that I've heard a thousand times.
安妮， Annie. Annie.
这位是卡莉 - 你好 - This is Carly.- Hi.
- 很高兴认识你 - 我也很高兴认识你 - Lovely to meet you.- Lovely to meet you, too.
- 她很棒吧？ - 是啊 - Isn't she amazing? - Yes.
- 她实际年龄比外表大一点。 - 欢迎，进来吧，很高兴认识你 - She's older than she looks.- Welcome. Come in. Nice to meet you.
- 谢谢 她很结实 - Thank you. - She's fit.
你们怎么认识的？ How'd you guys meet?
说来好笑 It's funny, actually.
我当时走在街上， Because I was just walking down the street,
看到她的脸 and then I just saw her face, basically,
我就想说“一定要跟这个女孩说说话” and I was just like wow,I have to speak to that girl.
她一直闹着玩，不肯给我她的电话号码 And then she was being all funny about giving me her phone number,
但是我偷拿了她的电话，把自己的号码输进去，之后一直互传简讯 but I stole her phone, put my number in and we've just been texting.
大概就是从那里开始的 Yeah, it just went from there, I guess.
- 蛋糕真的很好吃 Cake's delicious, by the way.
- 谢谢 - 我还是无法相信这些可以吃 - Thank you. - I still can't believe these are edible.
- 是啊 ， 杏仁膏 Oh, yeah. Marzipan.
- 我男朋友是个面包师 My... my boyfriend, he's a baker.
- 前，前男友。 - 我的前男友，抱歉，是前男友 - Ex... ex-boyfriend. - My ex. Sorry, my ex.
- 对。是啊，他绝对无法相信这个 Yeah, he's not going to believe this.
你们有小孩吗？ So, do you guys have kids?
- 没有，这违反了邓肯的宗教 Oh, no, they're against Duncan's religion.
- 萝丝，她在开玩笑。 其实不是 - Ros, she's joking. - She's not, actually.
安妮和我很久以前就决定了。小朋友不适合我们 Annie and I decided a long, long time ago,that babies weren't our jam.
- 抱歉- 对不起，我只是… - Oh!- Sorry, I was just...
重要的是，我们很满意现状 The important thing is we're happy where we are.
我是说，谁想把小孩子带到这个该死的世界啊？ I mean, who wants to bring kids into this bloody world?
- 去他的小孩子 - 对吧？ - Fuck kids. - You know?
不…对吧？ Right?
- 去他们的。 文明发展的每个面向都在衰落 - Fuck them. - Every aspect of civilization
除了看电视以外，其他的都去看狗了。 has gone to the dogs,with the notable exception of TV.
电视很赞 TV is good.
是啊，大家都爱看 Yeah. People watch it, don't they?
我只是想说我不认为这个世界需要更多小孩子 I guess my point is I just don't think that the world needs more kids.
我想我们都听懂了。 是啊 - I think we get it. - Yeah.
萝丝说你很迷一个很老的摇滚乐手 Ros says you're into some really old rock musician.
他叫什么名字？ - 塔克克洛伊？ What's his name again? Tucker Crowey?
- 是塔克克洛 Tucker Crowe, actually.
- 没听过他。 - 他有什么作品？ Never heard of him. What's he about?
- 要从何开始呢？ Where do I start? Um...
- 得在这里待好几个小时了 - 我播一些给你听 - You're going to be here hours. - Let me play you
他的作品。 天啊，拜托 - some of his stuff. - Oh God, please,
不要用那些幻灯片烦她了 don't bore her with the slideshow.
茱丽叶是他女朋友吗？ Was Juliet his girlfriend?
只是叫是茱莉 It was just Julie, actually.
我跟你介绍一下她，过来这里 Let me introduce you. Come over here.
- 好了吗？- 好了 - You ready?- Yeah.
那就是他。 - 哇，他好正 - That's him. - Wow, he's so gorgeous.
- 谢谢 Thank you.
那是什么鬼玩意？ What the fuck is that?
记不记得那年夏天被冲到岸上的鲨鱼？ Remember the shark that washed up on the beach that summer?
记得。 有人把眼睛保存下来 - Yeah. - Someone saved the eye.
为什么？ Why?
- 你看看 Oh! Look at that.
- 太奇妙了。 对吧？ - Oh, it's really intriguing. - Mm, it is, isn't it?
展览只展这些东西吗？ Is this all we have for the exhibition?
可悲的老旧相片？ Just some sad, old snapshots?
看看他们怎么摆姿势的。他们后来不知道怎么了 Look at how they're posed.I wonder what happened to them.
我觉得好凄美，很凄美的一刻 I think it's really poignant.A very poignant moment.
不晓得他们是去海滩之前还是之后犯下谋杀 I wonder if they did the murder before or after they went to the beach.
萝丝，闭嘴 Ros, shut up.
这些是卒， These are the pawns.
像士兵一样 They're like the soldiers.
像这样移动，只能往前一步 They move like this.One space forward only.
要怎样才能当国王？ So how do you get to be the king?
怎样啊 How, indeed.
就连大卫西蒙本人，都抗拒狄更斯这个标签 Even David Simon himself resisted the label "Dickensian".
虽说有社会各阶层详细的描述
Sure, there are detailed depictions of every strata of society,
但是不会有什么好心的叔叔
but no kindly uncle is going to drop by to let them know
让他们知道华莱士已经获得预料之外的财富
that... that Wallace has fallen into an unforeseen fortune.
好人不会在街上被奖励
The good are not rewarded on the streets.
道德清晰度不存在 Moral clarity exists not.
随着我们进入第二季，我整理了一份术语表 As we jump into season two,I've created a glossary of terms,
因为你们之中有人对词汇的复杂程度抱怨…
because some of you have complained, nay, whinged,
哀鸣…
about the complexity of the lexicon.
希望这个可以帮上忙
Hopefully, this should help you out.
“5O”代表警察或者“城邦” "Five-O." The police, or polis.
“辣妹”，具吸引力的女性 "Shorty." Attractive female,
或是半品脱的酒 or alternately, a half-pint of liquor.
抱歉，不好意思 Hi. Sorry, excuse me.
我只想问你几个有关
I just wanted to ask you a couple of questions
希腊悲剧范例的问题
about that whole "Greek tragedy paradigm" thing.
我礼拜一才会在办公室
Oh, you know, my office hours are actually on a Monday.
- 或许可以到时候再讨论 - 对，好，抱歉
- We can discuss it then, maybe. - Oh, right. Yes. Sorry.
我其实不是学生
I'm... I'm not actually a student. I...
我…我才刚开始教书
I just started teaching.
所以我一直去不同的课堂试听
So I've been sitting in on different classes,
看看专业人士都是怎么教课的
trying to see how the professionals do it.
- 嗯，欢迎了 - 谢谢你，我叫吉娜
- Oh, well, welcome. - Thank you.
- 邓肯 - 你好
- Gina. Hi. - Duncan.
- 刚刚讲到的希腊悲剧… - 对
So that Greek tragedy thing...?
Right. Yeah...
我的重点是这些角色
I guess my point was that these characters...
其实命运都已经注定好了
they're already bound to their fate.
像是《安蒂冈妮》
- Like Antigone. - Wow.
- 哇 - 或者美狄亚
Or Medea.
所以我要先读《安蒂冈妮》 才看得懂《火线重案组》？
So I have to read Antigone to understand The Wire?
严格来说不用，但不无小补嘛
Not strictly speaking, but it wouldn't hurt.
（《茱丽叶恋习曲》）
“想说你可能会想听听这个某张你
"Thought you'd want to hear this.
Original demo recording from a certain album of particular interest..."
特别感兴趣的专辑的原始试音带录音”
该死
Shit.
所以我就想出了自己的课程
So I just came up with my own class.
身体、戏剧及净化作用
Body, Drama and Catharsis.
基本上就是透过动作疗愈
It's essentially healing through movement.
- 舞蹈疗法 - 不，不是舞蹈，是动作
- Dance therapy. - No, not dance.
- Oh? - Movement.
- Oh, completely different. - Completely different.
- 完全不同 - 完全不同
不知道我刚刚在想什么
- I don't know what I was thinking. - No, I love dance.
不会啦，我很爱跳舞 我是位舞者，现在还是
I'm a dancer, and I'm still a dancer.
但是我…接下来的话 听起来会很讨人厌
But... okay, I'm going to sound like a wanker,
不过我还是要说
but I'm going to say it anyway.
我相信艺术的魔力
I believe in the power of art.
我相信创意能够改变人的生命
I believe that creativity can change people's lives.
这实在太他妈的耳目一新了
That's fucking refreshing.
我只…我希望你没有来错地方
I just... I hope you haven't come to the wrong place.
为什么？
- Why? - The next Bob Dylan
下一个巴布狄伦有可能就在那里演奏
could be playing up there,
这些人的眼睛却无法 从他们他妈的数独离开一下
these people wouldn't look up from their fucking sudoku.
Shit.
该死
嘿，抱歉我回来迟了
Hey. Sorry I'm late.
我开了个教职员会议
I had a faculty meeting.
- 看来你煮了东西 - 对
- Oh, I see you've cooked. - Yeah.
对，我本来只是要把昨晚的茶加热
Yeah, I was just reheating the ziti from last night.
尽力了啦 那个平底锅糟透了
Or I was trying to, I know. That was terrible, that pan.
- 你干嘛不穿衣服？ - 真的很奇怪
Why aren't you wearing any clothes?
我在网上买了一件洋装，所以… 然后我就…
It was so weird. I bought this dress online, and so...
然后这个响了，我就跑过来，但是…
and then I just... this went off, so I came down here.
But...
你表现得非常奇怪
You're acting very strangely.
- 有吗？ - 对
- Am I? - Yeah.
- 你在上面藏了个男人吗？ - 我才希望咧
- Have you got a man up there? - Oh, I wish.
你在听什么？ -嗯？ - What are you listening to? - Huh?
- 不…等等，别告诉我 - 我觉得是… - No, no, hold on. Shh, don't tell me. - I think it's um...
是不是…东京广播电台的带子？对 Is that the Radio Tokyo tapes? Yeah?
他那次录音有没有播《这天的第20通来电》？ Did he play "Twentieth Call of the Day" on that recording?
我不知道他有没有… I don't know if he...
- 不，不要停，我想要… - 什么？我不要…这… - No, no, no, don't stop it. - What? I don't...
- 不要关小声，让我猜猜 - 不要，让我解释一下 - No, don't turn it down. Let me guess. - No, no, no, let me explain,
-嘘。 因为我不希望你不开心 - Shh... - because I don't want you to get upset.
抱歉，先闭嘴一下…我想猜 Sorry, just shut up. I want to guess.
没什么 It's nothing.
这很显然是《这天的第20通来电》但是… I mean, obviously it's"Twentieth Call of the Day,"
是哪一次？我猜不出来 but from what? I can't place it.
好，我放弃，是什么？ Hmm. Okay, okay, I give up. What is it?
这叫做《茱丽叶恋习曲》 It's called Juliet, Naked.
没有《茱丽叶恋习曲》这张专辑 There's no album called Juliet, Naked.
我猜是有人找到《茱丽叶》的试音带 I guess someone unearthed the demos from Juliet,
他们把它寄给你，还附上一张纸条 and then they sent it to you in a package with a note.
这是…唱片公司的路卡斯 This is... this is from Lucas at the label.
是寄给我的， It's addressed to me,
但是被你打开了。 我一向都会打开你的信件 - but you've opened it. - I always open your post,
不然就会好几个星期都没人开 otherwise it sits there for weeks unopened.
- 然后你还拿去听了 - 对不起 - And then you went and listened to it! - I'm sorry.
- 你抢在我之前先听了！ You listened to it before me?
- 我道歉，我只是… - 你播了… - I apologize. I just... - You played it?
- 安妮，你…你一定… - 邓肯 - Oh, Annie, you... - Oh, Duncan!
这个…我需要自己一个人听这个 That... I need to listen to this on my own.
- 这里充满了背叛的味道 - 我真的很抱歉 - It stinks of betrayal in here. - I'm very sorry.
我不是故意要惹你不高兴的 I didn't mean to upset you.
Ah...
你混蛋，你混蛋 You fucker. You fucker.
臭混蛋 Bastards.
谁会用一号电池啊？ Who uses D batteries?
我们为何老是没有电池？ Why do we never have any batteries?
我都会买电池…买一大堆 I buy batteries.Bloody millions of them!
但是你会用， But you use them,
上帝保佑你会把电池换掉 and God forbid you replace the batteries!
不要再说“电池”了，真是够了 Stop saying batteries!
我有电池，天哪 Oh, my God, I've got batteries.
上帝啊。 Jesus.
在那里。 There.
对不起 Hello. I'm sorry.
我心胸狭窄，太蠢了 I was so petty. So stupid.
谁先听到有什么所谓？ What does it matter who hears it first?
我也很抱歉 I'm... I'm really sorry, too.
我觉得很糟糕， I... I feel terrible.
我早该警告你，带子很沉闷的 I should have warned you that it was so dreary.
我什么都没说 I didn't say anything.
沉闷？ 对 - Dreary? - Yeah.
如果有听过最终版 这应该会满有趣的，但是…
I mean, I suppose it's interesting
if you've heard the finished version, but...
你觉得怎么样？
What did you think?
- 我觉得怎么样？ - 对
- What did I think? - Yeah.
我觉得这根本是旷世巨作，安妮
I think it's a bloody masterpiece, Annie.
- 沉闷？ - 你不会是说真的吧
- Dreary? - You can't be serious.
不然你觉得还有什么也很沉闷？
Oh, what else is dreary according to you?
《黑道家族》？
The Sopranos? Hamlet?
《哈姆雷特》？
Geez, Louise.
我的老天哪
这可是历史，安妮，我要写下来
This is history, Annie. I'm going to write it.
这才不是什么历史
It is not history, it's boring versions of songs
只是你之前听过一百万遍的歌曲的 无聊版本
that you've heard a million times before.
天哪，如果你觉得这只是这样…
Oh, my God, you think that's what this is?
能收到这个对我来说很重大
This is big for me, that this... this has happened.
我不想在接收到这个新讯息之后 把时间用在
And I just don't want to spend my time
in the aftermath of this new information
跟一个不懂的人在一起
with someone who doesn't get it.
我想把时间用在那些懂的人身上
I want to spend it with people who do.
早安
Morning.
Hey.
嘿
论坛上今早挺热烈的
Things are pretty wild on the forum this morning.
157条评论，你要喝茶吗？
A hundred and fifty seven comments. Do you want tea?
Hmm? Did you say something?
你刚刚说了什么吗？
那些针对我的评论作出的回覆实在… 太惊人了
The response to my review has been incredible.
如果我不赶快寄一些东西给那些家伙 他们就要把我宰了
If I don't send the guys some files soon, they're going to murder me.
Oh, 158.
158条
是新人
Oh, somebody new.
名字还很长，代号是“遗物大师”
This is a long one.
"Relic Master" they go by.
They claim to have already heard the album.
他们声称已经听过专辑了
我很怀疑
I doubt that.
来看看他们…
Let's see what they...
“《茱丽叶恋习曲》真的是很简单
"Juliet, Naked is naked all right.
赤裸裸的要从一个早已消逝的职涯中 挤出点钱来”
A naked attempt to squeeze a few more quid
out of a long-dead career."
听起来他和你应该会很处得来
Sounds like you and he would get along swimmingly.
她
She.
不，我很怀疑她会是女生
No, I seriously doubt it's a woman.
我们很少会有女性访客
We don't get a lot of lady visitors.
这就是
Well, it is.
好
Okay.
我懂了
I see.
你要怎么做？禁止我发言吗？
What are you going to do? Are you going to ban me?
- 还是封锁我… - 不，那样…
- Or block me because I disagree with you? - No, that's against site rules.
- …因为我观点不同 - 这样违反版规
Everybody's entitled to their opinion.
每个人都有权发表意见
不管有多细微
However unnuanced.
只要你态度客气 想写什么古老的狗屁都可以
As long as you're civil you can write any old shit.
真是多谢了
Oh, thank you so much.
安妮
Oh, Annie.
什么事？
What?
你刚刚才说我有权发表自己的意见
You just told me that I was entitled to my opinion.
但是“百般无聊”、“萎靡不振”？
But, "listless", "enervated"?
“软弱不堪”？
"Flaccid"?
如果今天还要我讲 更多塔克克洛的事情
I'm going to put a bullet in my fucking mouth
我就会一枪毙了自己
if I have to talk about Tucker Crowe any more today.
这根本毫无道理
It doesn't make any sense.
这些歌的草稿
How could these sketches for songs
怎么可能比成品还要优秀？
be considered better than the finished product, right?
就是啊
- Exactly. - How could leaving something half-formed
只做好一半的东西怎么可能比得上
be better than if you worked on it
努力做到好的作品？
until it was the completed thing that it was meant to be?
我同意
Agreed.
- 有18个人也同意我说的话 - 好
Eighteen other people agree with me, too.
看吧？
Look, look, see?
- “说得好，遗物大师”，对吧？ - 哇，看看这个
"Well said, Relic Master."
- Wow, look at that. - Right? Right?
因为我很清楚地阐明观点 没有任何欺凌或自鸣得意的意思
Because I made the point very clearly, and without any bullying or any smugness.
该死，市长来了
Shit! The mayor's here.
我不懂
I don't get it.
这跟我们之前说好的不一样
This is not what we talked about.
我的想法是我们透过一般人 讲述夏天的故事
Well, my thinking was
that we'd tell the story of the summer through normal people.
所以我的意思是…
So, I mean, for instance, look at this image.
举例来说，看看这幅图片 用情感叙事…
- Like, the emotional narrative... - You think people want to pay money
你觉得大家会想付钱看别人的照片吗？
to see other people's snapshots?
我的老天爷，可不可以让她把话说完？
- No... - Jesus Christ, can you let her finish.
如果你听她说 就会知道她已经有了完整的概念
She's got a whole bloody concept planned out
- if you just listen to her. - Ros, it's okay.
萝丝，没关系
我再解释得清楚一点
Let me explain it clearer.
这是让大家兴起讨论的方式
This is what gets people talking.
什么？鲨鱼眼吗？
- What, a shark's eye? - Your dad loved this stuff.
你父亲最爱这样的作品
他知道三德克里夫的人民想看到什么
He knew what the people of Sandcliff wanted to see.
以防你忘记这一点 安妮当时一直陪在他身边
Yeah, and in case you've forgotten, Annie was by his side the whole time.
萝丝，没关系，我可以处理
- Ros, it's okay. I can handle it. - No, I'm sorry, but if it wasn't for her
不，我很抱歉
但要不是因为有她 这个地方早就封起来了
then this whole place would be boarded up.
这不是它本该有的样子
This is not what it was supposed to be.
1964年夏天，热浪
Summer of '64. Heat wave. Rock concerts. The fire at the bingo.
摇滚演唱会、激烈的宾果游戏
你知道我有滚石合唱团在ABC演唱会的
Do you know I've got the original poster for the Rolling Stones concert at the ABC
原始签名海报吗？
with their autographs?
这才是我要的，你懂吗？
That's what I'm talking about, you see?
没错，只有比尔怀曼签了 但这才是大家想看的东西
All right, only Bill Wyman signed it,
- but that's what people want to see... - "Bingo. You nailed it.
宾果，你说对了
我自己也无法解释得更好了
I couldn't have explained it better myself.
所有的好事…塔克克洛
All good things, Tucker Crowe.
附注：网站上的那些家伙 感觉还满怪的
P.S., the folks on that website, they seem pretty weird,
如果你没有把电邮地址流传的话 我会很感激
so I'd be grateful if you didn't pass on the address.
Thanks."
谢谢
Annie?
安妮
Huh?
好，知道了
- Yup, got it. - Good.
很好
Good.
很好
这不是你本人吧？
It isn't really you, is it?
热狗怎么样？
So, what about hot dogs?
我喜欢热狗，你喜欢热狗
Well, I like hot dogs and you like hot dogs,
但是我不知道莉兹喜不喜欢热狗
but I don't know if Lizzie likes hot dogs.
我又忘记莉兹是谁了
I've forgotten who Lizzie is again.
拜托，她是你姐姐
- Come on, man. She's your sister. - Yeah, but why is she my sister?
是啊，但她为什么是我姐姐？
因为你们两个人的老爸是同一个人
Because you've got the same dad, that's why.
- 你也是她的爸爸？ - 对
- You're her dad, too? - Yup.
- 跟你是库柏和杰西的爸爸一样？ - 答对了
Like you're Cooper and Jesse's dad?
- Bingo. - So who's her mom this time?
所以她这次的妈妈是谁？
- 她妈妈是娜塔莉 - 学校保健室的娜塔莉？
- Her mom is Natalie. - Natalie from the school nurse's office?
- 她人好好 - 不是，是英国伦敦的娜塔莉
She's so nice.
No, Natalie from London, England.
莉兹在伦敦长大的 她现在在这里上大学
Lizzie grew up in London,
and now she's going to college here, you know, somewhere upstate.
在上州的某处
- 她为什么不会喜欢热狗？ - 我不知道
But why wouldn't she like hot dogs?
Well, I don't know. Some people, you know,
有些人觉得吃肉不对 他们不喜欢杀动物
they think it's wrong to eat meat...
没错，真的是我
Yes, it is really me.
有些人就是觉得这样很糟糕
Although, I can't think of a real way of proving it to you.
虽然说我无法想出个真正的办法 向你证实
How about this...
这样如何？
我没有在明尼亚波利斯的马桶里 看到上帝的脸孔
I didn't see the face of God in a Minneapolis toilet bowl.
我没有和罗伦希尔秘密制作 节奏蓝调专辑
I haven't been secretly making R&B albums with Lauryn Hill.
我没有什么价值二百个小时的素材 被锁在小屋里
I don't have 200 hours' worth of material locked in a shed,
这跟你在网站上的朋友们 认为的不大一样
contrary to what your friends on your website may think.
事实上，我的吉他已经好几年 没从盒子里拿出来过了
In fact, my guitar hasn't been out of its case for years.
我目前住在一间车库里
I currently live in the garage
车库前是我儿子杰克森 和我前妻住的房子
behind the house where my son Jackson lives with my ex.
你可以把这个拿给你妈妈吗？
Can you take this to your mom?
- 这是什么？ - 是张支票
- What's this? - It's a check.
- 你去哪里弄来的？ - 我赚来的
- Where'd you get it? - I earned it.
但是你什么都不做
But you don't do anything.
是因为我很久以前做的一件事
It's for something I did a long time ago.
- 那你要用它拿来买什么？ - 什么都没有
- What are you gonna buy with it then? - Nothing, man.
赶快拿去，好吗？
- Just take it, will you? Thank you. - Mom!
谢谢
妈！
Jackson's mom has been letting me stay here rent-free
杰克森的妈妈这几年都让我 免费住在这里
for the past few years.
所以…我算是亏欠她很多
So, I guess I owe her a lot.
- 嘿，宝贝 - 而且可以理解
- Hey, babe. - And understandably,
我让她很不爽
I irritate her.
- 晚安 - 晚安
- Good night. - Good night.
玩得开心点
Have fun.
重点是，如果这不是我
The point is if I wasn't me,
我就会让自己听起来更吸引人一点
I'd have made myself sound a lot more appealing.
So, yeah, it's me.
所以没错，这就是我
跟我说说你的事
Tell me about you. What's your story?
你有什么故事？
谢谢你的分享，但是我觉得自己 已经听够塔克克洛的事情了
Thanks for sharing, but I think I've had enough
Tucker bloody Crowe to last 20 lifetimes.
可以投胎20次都不用再听了
Shit.
该死
去它的
Fuck it.
亲爱的塔克
Dear Tucker, as long as we're putting our least attractive foot forward,
既然我们都在揭丑
我其实是在自己办公室 一颗死掉的腌鲨鱼眼前写这封信的
I'm writing this from my office
under the watchful eye of a pickled dead shark.
这只鲨鱼是我目前正在策划 有关1964年夏天展览的主打作品
It's the centerpiece of a show I'm curating about the summer of '64.
这年夏天其实没什么特别的
A summer where nothing much happened, really,
除了刚刚提到的那只鲨鱼搁浅上岸
except the beaching of the aforementioned dead shark.
往好的一方面想 这次展览让我有藉口
On the plus side, the show is a good excuse
聘请我那位失业的妹妹
to hire my unemployable sister.
God, another one already? She's married, right?
天啊，又找另一个了？ 她结婚了，对吧？
对，但是她在脸书上跟我聊天
Yeah, but she reached out to me on Facebook.
她说我们应该聚聚
You know, she said we should catch up.
然后你把这解读为她有意思？
And you took that as a romantic overture?
没错，让你知道一下 我们最后在酒吧里拥吻了
Well, yeah. For your information, we actually ended up snogging in the pub
而且她很喜欢
and she loved it.
只是…我也不知道 开车回家时，她变得很奇怪
I just... I don't know, when we drove home she got all weird.
是啊，大概是因为她有老公的关系
Yeah, probably because of her husband.
对，但是你真该看看她的贴文
Yeah, but you should see her posts.
上面全都是笑着的她、盖瑞和小孩
It's all like her and Gary and the baby, and they're all smiling.
完全不像有老公和两个小孩的
It's like nothing screams "repressed lesbian"
压抑女同性恋
like having a husband and two kids, does it?
- 我不知道你这样想对不对 - 不是，只是…
I don't know if you're right about that.
我想说我可以全写在电邮里
I thought I could just put it all in an email,
然后我又想说我可以亲手写点东西
but then I just thought maybe I'd do like a handwritten note,
因为这样更私密，对吧？
because it's more personal, isn't it?
这样之后可以放在她的信箱里 你不觉得吗？
So I thought I could just sort of put it in her letterbox later, don't you think?
你是认真的吗？
Are you serious?
- 对 - 不要那么做
- Yeah. - Don't do that.
或许我应该把它拿出来
Maybe I should go fish it out.
- 你已经放了？ - 对
- Did you do it already? - Yeah.
妈的，你根本是低能
Fuck, you're a moron. One second!
等一下！
你为什么都会陷入这种境地？
Why are you attracted to these situations? What is wrong with you?
你到底有什么毛病？
进来
Come in!
- 准备好参阅一些作品了吗，安妮？ - 是的
- Ready to look through these? - Yeah.
你说有关你的真相很令人失望
You say the truth about you is disappointing.
至少你还有过辉煌的过去
At least you have a past to live up to.
这里应该用橘色吗？
Should I put orange here?
由你决定，你觉得呢？
It's your call, man.
What do you think?
Yeah, maybe.
好啊，或许吧
一些创意的遗迹证明你曾经存在过
Some creative remnants that prove you existed.
反正呢，如果你想看更多鲨鱼 的身体部分出声就行
Anyway...
if you want to see some old shark parts, just shout.
我目前大概也只有这些东西能给人
That's about all I have to offer right now.
谨启…
Yours truly...
手启…
Best regards...
问…
Best wishes...
候
安妮
Annie.
Tucker?
- 塔克 - 莉兹
Lizzie. Hey.
- 嘿 - 嗨
你的旅途怎么样？
- Hi. - How was your trip?
On... on time.
很准时
好
Um, this is Jackson.
- 这是杰克森 - 你好，杰克森
- Hi, Jackson. - Hi, Lizzie.
嗨，莉兹，我是你弟弟
- I'm your brother. - Half-brother, actually.
其实是同父异母的弟弟
看来你变了不少
- So, uh, you've changed. - Since I was nine.
- 我那时才九岁 - 是啊
- Yeah. - Yeah.
- 对 - 可以…
Can I... can I take your bags?
帮你拿袋子好吗？
嗯，嘿…你知道…
Well, hey...
那是…你要…很好
You want to... yes, great. Here you go, buddy.
给你，小子，粉红色的，还有那个
Yeah, hop up front there.
对，你坐前座
要喝点咖啡吗？要不要…
You want a coffee? You want a...?
- 不用，我不用 - 你不用
No, I'm good.
对，我也不用
You're good? Yeah, I'm good, too.
Whoo!
莉兹？
Lizzie...
什么事？
Yeah?
你圣诞节会来吗？
- Are you coming for Christmas? - Buddy, she just got here this time.
小子，她这次才刚到
让我们先庆幸她人在这里
Just be glad she's here now.
杰西和库柏圣诞节会来
Jesse and Cooper are coming at Christmas.
我们还不确定杰西和库柏圣诞节会来
We don't know that Cooper and Jesse are coming.
他们有可能会来
- They might come. - I don't know.
我不知道
杰西和库柏是谁？
Who are Jesse and Cooper?
他们是我哥哥
They're my brothers.
他们是双胞胎
They're twins.
凯特以前跟别人有过小孩？
Cat had kids from before?
不是，他们是我的小孩
No, no, they're mine.
凯莉生的？
From Carrie?
对，抱歉，我…
Yeah, sorry, I...
他们12岁了，你也知道，我…
They're 12, you know?
I just... I thought... I thought you knew.
我以为…我以为你知道
多两个又怎么样？
- What's two more? - Yeah! Right?
是吧？
育儿这件事啊
Parenting, you know.
有时候都觉得自己需要一本教学手册
Sometimes I think I could use a manual.
里面会告诉你 “要告诉小孩他们有兄弟姐妹”
Hmm, for tips such as,
"Always tell your kids they have siblings?"
是啊，你这么一说就很明显了，但是…
Yeah. It sounds obvious when you say it, but...
我追查到葛蕾丝的下落
I, um...
I tracked down Grace, by the way.
葛蕾丝是谁？
Who's Grace?
你为什么那样做？
Why would you do that?
嗨，妈
Hi, Mom.
嗨
- Hi. - Hi.
- 嗨 - 嘿
- Hey. Welcome. - Nice to finally meet you.
- 欢迎 - 很高兴终于见到你
- 我帮你拿大衣 - 好
Let me take your coat.
你看起来很美
You look beautiful.
谢谢
Thanks.
最近，我的过去以惊人的方式 出现在我的生活
Recently, my past has been catching up with me in surprising ways.
我刚刚得知我要当爷爷了
I just found out I'm going to be a grandfather.
我要很惭愧地说，我的第一个想法 竟然是“妈的！
And I'm ashamed to say that my first thought was "fuck!"
我不会那么老了吧”
I can't be that old.
But I did the math, and I am.
但是我算了一下，真的有那么老了
Naturally, I lost some years to copious drugs and alcohol consumption.
当然罗，我有几年的时光 耗在一大堆药物和酒精上面
还有14年耗在《法网游龙》上
And 14 years of Law & Order.
那个节目很不错
It's a good show.
你知道吗？我看着我美丽的女儿
You know, I look at my beautiful daughter
意识到20年就这么从我指缝中溜走了
and realize that two decades have slipped through my fingers.
- 父亲是谁？ - 他叫做柴克
So, who's the dad?
His name's Zak. He lives in my dorm.
住在我的宿舍里
他是音乐人…
He's a musician... and a big fan.
也是大粉丝
你觉得他会帮忙扶养小孩吗？
Well, do you think he's going to help support the baby?
- 因为他是音乐人吗？ - 对
- You mean because he's a musician? - Yeah.
这一个是好人
This one's a good person.
那就放心了
Oh, well, that's a relief.
那你们呢？你们结婚了吗？
And... you guys, you're married?
之前结过
Oh, well, we were.
一直不算正式结婚
Well, never officially.
是正式结婚
Yeah, it was official.
- 是吗？ - 对
- Was it? - Yeah.
或许吧
Maybe. I don't know. We're not together anymore.
我不知道，我们不在一起了
但是你们一起管理农场
- But you run the farm together? - What farm?
- 什么农场？ - 我以为这是绵羊牧场
- I thought this was a sheep farm. - It's not a farm.
这不是农场，我会种一些番茄啦
I mean, I grow some tomatoes, but, yeah. Where'd you... where'd you hear that?
不过你是从哪里听来的？
某个奇怪的粉丝页
Some weird fan site.
他们还说了什么？
Hmm. What else did they say?
他们说你一直窝在音乐工作室 筹划复出事宜
They say you've been holed up in the music studio,
plotting your comeback.
你说的工作室是他吃喝拉撒睡的
By studio, do you mean the old garage where he sleeps
- 车库… - 还有照顾杰克森
- and eats and watches TV? - Takes care of Jackson.
或许你该写封信给编辑，更正资料
Well, maybe you should write a letter to the editor correcting the record.
这样一来，你的小孩就会得知 有关你的正确消息
That way your children might get some accurate information about you.
我下星期要回去伦敦
I'm going back to London next week.
- 我要在那里待产 - 你要生小孩了？
- I'm having the baby there. - You're having a baby?
Mm-hmm.
你要当舅舅了
You're going to be an uncle.
Cool, huh?
很酷吧？
You mention your two missing decades.
你之前提到你虚度的20年
I myself have a hunch I've wasted the last 15 years of my life.
我自己也觉得虚度了15年的光阴
再来会有很多很棒的表演
A lot of great shows coming up. Oh, look at that.
你看看
Jupiter Moon are playing Minehead the 3rd of September.
木星卫星9月3号在迈恩希德演出
我一定得把这个记下来… 才不会他妈的跑去看
I must put it in the diary, to fucking miss it.
好恶，天啊
Oh, God.
而且我不确定该怎么做
And I'm not sure what to do about it.
虽然说从你的经历看来
Although, given your history,
你实在没什么立场提供建议
it doesn't sound like you're in a position to advise.
爷爷也是爸爸这种事正常吗？
Is it normal for granddads also to be dads?
当然了，根据定义 得先当上爸爸才有办法当爷爷，对吧？
Of course. By definition, a granddad has to be a dad first, right?
不可能不当爸爸就当上爷爷
You couldn't be a granddad without also being a dad.
不可能
Impossible.
对，可是学校里其他小孩的爸爸 没有人也是爷爷
Yeah, but none of the other kids at school have dads who are also granddads.
你知道我当了爷爷 不代表我就很老了吧？
You realize that just 'cause I'm a granddad
doesn't mean I'm old, right?
我是说我还会活很长一段时间
I mean, I'm going to live a long time.
在我死翘翘之前 你就会有自己的小孩
You're going to have kids of your own,
ex-wives of your own long before I kick the bucket, all right?
自己的前妻
向后仰，我帮你冲头
Lean back, I'm going to rinse your hair.
好了
Here you go.
如果虚度了15年的光阴要怎么办？
What to do if you've wasted 15 years of your life?
首先，你得减低这个数字
All right, first off, you have to whittle that number down.
Subtract all the time spent reading good books,
扣掉那些你阅读优良好书
愉快的交谈和睡觉的时间
having enjoyable conversations and sleeping,
因为那些事情都很重要
because those are important things.
这样一来，挥霍的时光应该 可以减低到十年
And you should be able to bring that squandered time
down to more like 10, and anything under a decade
只要低于十年，就可以用来扣除税额
you're allowed to write off for tax purposes.
开玩笑的
That's a joke.
我对于自己虚度的时光 其实还是很恼怒
Yeah, I'm still pretty sick about what I've lost.
但是我只有在夜深人静时才会承认
But I only admit it to myself late at night,
或许是因为这样，我才老是睡不好
which is probably why I'm not a great sleeper.
希望这样说能帮上忙
I hope this helps. Sorry.
抱歉
或许知道更多细节会有帮助
But still, maybe it'd be useful to know more the specifics of your situation.
你真的想要…
- Do you really want to... - Annie!
安妮？
你真的想要知道细节吗？
Do you really want to know the specifics?
- 你确定可以弄好那沙拉吗？ - 可以
- You sure you're good with that salad? - Yeah.
橄榄油不要倒那么多 你只是喜欢淋的动作
Easy on the olive oil. You just want to drizzle it.
我男朋友和我没有小孩
My boyfriend and I are child-free.
这是我们特意做出的决定 也为此自豪
A conscious decision we made, rather smugly,
我们认为这样聪明地 避免了育儿的陷阱
thinking parenthood would be a miserable trap we'd cleverly avoid.
但实情不只如此
But there's more to it than that.
我爸在萝丝只有12岁时就去世
My dad died when Ros was only 12,
我们当时已经没有母亲了
and we'd already lost our mom.
所以只剩下我们两个相依为命
So it was just the two of us.
等到我跟我男友同居时
By the time my boyfriend and I moved in together,
我已经育儿育得够多了…
I'd had my share of parenting.
或当时我是那样想的
Or so I thought.
现在也并不意外但恼人的是
Now, with irritating predictability, I've started aching for a child,
我开始极度渴望拥有一个小孩…
原因不外乎平常那些
for all the usual reasons, like wanting to feel unconditional love,
像是想要感受无条件的爱
而不是模糊又有条件的感情
as opposed to faint, conditional affection.
快点，安妮！
Hurry up, Annie!
别忘了我的要加松露油
Don't dare put truffle oil on mine.
好，快好了
Yeah, I'm coming.
大方淋上去
Drizzle it.
I fantasize about things like being able to sit up
我会幻想
和自己十几岁的女儿彻夜聊天
with my teenage daughter late at night
协助她度过第一次糟糕的性经验
and help her work through her first terrible sexual experience.
听起来是不是很疯狂？
Does that sound demented?
我去年试着再度跟我男友 提起生小孩的事
Last year, I tried to bring up
the whole baby thing again to my boyfriend,
他的反应可说是不理不睬
and let's just say he shut it down.
I've sometimes wondered what would happen
我有时候会想说 如果我就这样毁掉我的生活
if I just decided to blow up my whole life and have a kid on my own.
自己生个孩子会怎样
但是我会突然在现实的打击中意识到
But then reality hits me and suddenly I realize,
我在开什么玩笑啊？
who the fuck am I kidding? I can't do that.
我做不到
布丽姬自己有一个小孩
- I mean, Bridget has a kid on her own. - Case in point.
这是最佳例子 她是这世上最抑郁的人
She's the most depressing person on the planet.
我很遗憾你有这样的渴望
I'm sorry about that ache.
也很希望自己能知道该说些什么才好
I wish I knew the thing to say.
这样说大概无法安慰到你
I don't imagine this is much of a consolation,
但是我自己有很多小孩
but I've brought a lot of kids into the world,
他们大部分的存在只是提醒了我 自己在这方面做得有多糟糕
and most of them are just reminders of how I've blown it in that department.
Sometimes my life looks like
有时候我的人生就像是
不断地直视责任义务…
an endless streak of staring responsibility directly in the eye,
然后转身就跑
and then running the other way.
嘿
Hey.
如果你改变心意的话
So if the spirit ever moves you...
（葛蕾丝，512－555－0180）
嘿，你怎么会知道葛蕾丝的事？
Hey, how do you even know about Grace?
你无意泄漏给妈知道的 当时你们还相爱，一起嗑药的时候
You let it slip to Mom
back when you were in love and X-ing or something.
听着，我知道那是…我生命中不可饶恕的一章 Look, I realize it's an unforgivable chapter of my life,
但我希望不会仅凭这点受到评判 ，好吗？ but I'm hoping not to be judged by that alone, okay?
- 好 - 对我们要出发了，走吧 - Okay. - We're heading out. Let's go.
你就试着做得好一点，你懂吗？我是说… Just trying to do a better job, you know?
我是说，这不应该太难，你知道吗？ I mean, that shouldn't be too hard, you know?
- 你… - 对 - You... - Yeah.
你要好好照顾自己，听医生的话 You going to take care of yourself,and do what the doctor tells you,
吃产前维他命吧？ and eat your prenatal vitamins and all that?
- 知道- 好，抱我一下 - Yes.- Okay, then, give me a hug.
好 Okay.
- 莉兹？ Lizzie...
- 什么事？ Yeah?
谢谢你过来 Thank you for coming.
真希望能好玩一点 I wish it was more fun.
没关系 It's all right.
- 再见，塔克- 再见 - Bye, Tucker.- Bye.
说我嫉妒你自私的冲动会不会很奇怪？ Is it weird to say I'm jealous of your selfish impulses?
不知何故每当我面对不负责任的欲望时 Somehow, every time I face an irresponsible desire,
恐惧会让我不轻举妄动 fear convinces me to stay put.
我一直想 I keep thinking at some point,
说我这么理性总有受到奖励的时候 there'll be a reward for being so sensible.
邓肯？ Duncan?
- 可以和你说几句话吗？ - 我做了什么？ - Can I have a word? - What did I do?
噢，不是，没什么 - Oh, no, nothing. - Oh.
我…我只是读了你的部落格 Oh, it's just, um, I read your blog.
有人想要加分喔 Someone's looking for extra credit.
你很迷塔克克洛 Um, you have quite a thing for Tucker Crowe.
正是在下 Guilty.
电视一直是我的情妇，但是塔克其实才是我的… Television has always been my mistress,but Tucker is really my...
- 你的正宫？- 这个比喻不算完整 - Your wife?- It's a flawed analogy.
之后我整晚都在找哪里可以串流《茱丽叶恋习曲》 Then I spent the whole night trying to find somewhere to stream Juliet, Naked.
- 那可不好找 - 的确是 - Oh, she's elusive. - Oh, she is.
- 我直接告诉你吧 - 天啊，我的公车来了 - Let me tell you straight... - Oh, God, there's my bus.
- 抱歉 - 噢，不会… - Sorry. - Oh, no...
吉娜？ Gina!
《我们有麻烦了》 "We're in Trouble".
什么？ What?
曲名是《我们有麻烦了》 The name of this song... "We're in Trouble".
跟陌生人说这些事情真的很奇怪 It's really odd to be saying all this to a stranger,
不管你是陌生人还是什么，塔克 or whatever it is you are, Tucker.
我刚刚读了这些往来的对话 I've just read through this thread
我发现我分享的这些都是 and I've realized I've been sharing thoughts
从没跟任何人说过的想法 I've never said aloud to anybody.
这不是个好征兆吧？ That's not a good sign, is it?
我是说，也许是，但我已经告诉我男朋友了 I mean, maybe it is,but I've told my boyfriend
我们的电邮往来 nothing of our little email affair.
感觉自己随随便便就劈了腿一样 It's like I'm dabbling in betrayal.
该死，拜托删掉上一封电邮，我不知道怎么会说出这种话 Shit. Please delete that last email.I don't know where that came from.
“劈腿” "Betrayal?"
太夸张了，不要理会 That's so dramatic. Ignore.
抱歉，太迟了 Sorry. Too late.
我已经打开信件，也读过了 I opened it. I read it.
而且我很喜欢 And I loved it.
你说的“见面”，我推测 And by "met" I presume we're talking
不只是单纯的见面 。 对 - about more than just meeting. - Yes.
不只有见面 A bit more than that.
你和她上床了 You slept with her.
- 她是谁？ - 你不会知道… - Who is she?- Oh, you wouldn't know her.
你在跟谁上床？ Who are you sleeping with?
You know, I wouldn't use the present continuous, personally.
我个人是不会用现在进行式的口吻
我觉得“你之前跟谁上床？”的问题比较公平
I think that "Who have you slept with" is a fairer question.
更好的问题是“跟谁有了这个 很有可能是一次性的意外…”
Even better, "With whom did this possibly one-off incident...?"
天啊，邓肯，别说了，快告诉我 Oh, my God, Duncan!Just shut up and tell me!
吉娜是女生… Gina is the lady's, um...
她是新来的老师，是工作上的同事
She's junior faculty...
- She's a colleague from work. She's... - Of course.
- 她是律动老师 - 当然了
别说什么“事情就这样发生了”
- Don't tell me, what, it just happened? - Not really.
也不算是
We just kind of clicked, I guess.
我们应该是一拍即合
我其实播了《茱丽叶恋习曲》给她听 她的反应很好
I actually had played her Juliet, Naked,
- and she really responded... - Stop, stop, stop.
别说了，你干嘛跟我说这些？
Why are you telling me this?
你自己问的啊
Because you asked.
- 我想说诚实至上 - 这样啊
- And I thought it best to be honest. - Oh, you did?
如果我老实说…
And if I'm honest... I feel better.
心里也好受一点
我觉得你如果跟我相同处境 也会这么想
I think that you would feel exactly the same in my shoes.
劈腿这种事，我绝对不会想说老实说 自己就好过一点
I would never just be honest about cheating to make myself feel better.
好，那我要怎么知道你劈腿了？
Okay, and then how would I know if you had cheated?
我根本就不会劈腿
I wouldn't do it in the first place.
一份洋葱香料羊肉和鸡肉优格咖哩
A lamb bhuna and a chicken korma.
我的是羊肉，对…
Mine is the lamb. Yeah.
请享用
Enjoy.
我真的搞砸了，对吧？
I've really messed up, haven't I?
我也是这样想的
That's what I thought.
我可以问问…
Can I ask...
你觉得我还有回来的余地吗？
do you think there's any way back for me?
因为我目前比较偏向这样
Because, right now, I think that's how I'm leaning.
Oh...
Whoa, whoa, whoa. Annie, easy.
安妮，慢慢来，不用马上就这样
- We don't need to do it all straightaway. - I know, I'm not going to tear them.
我知道，我没有要把它们撕掉，我…
天啊，妈的
God. Fuck.
这让这一切都变得好真实
I mean, this just makes it feel so real.
是真的，邓肯
It is real, Duncan.
我知道
I know.
我只是想说这间房间充满很多历史
I'm just saying, there's a lot of history in this room.
感觉我们这样太仓促了
It feels like we're being very hasty.
再加上外面雨这么大
Plus, it's raining out.
你知道这些东西不可以弄湿
You know this stuff can't get wet.
你有西蒙的车
- You have Simon's car. - Yeah, but then
对，但还是得从这里走到车子那啊
there's the walk from here to the car.
纸箱跟水不大合拍
I mean, cardboard and water...
我没有合适的箱子
I don't have the right boxes for it.
真的没有
I don't.
我们可以快一点吗？拜托
Can we just do it soon, please?
我想我应该要…
有点难弄…
It's a bit fiddly. I'm good.
可以了
I got it. Got it.
我没有指甲
I don't have the fingernails.
留着算了，留着就好
Just keep it. Just keep it. Keep it.
我们可不可以…
好，算了，不要抱我
Okay, fine. Don't hug back.
（鞑靼舰）
很显然就是这个时候了
This is obviously the moment.
- 要干嘛 - 终于能离开这里啊
For what?
To finally get the hell out of here.
是啊
- Right. - What? Why not?
什么？为什么不要？
没什么，我只是，你知道…
Nothing. No, it's nothing. I was just, you know...
我还有博物馆和家里，你也在这里
I've got the museum and the house, and you're here,
- 我不会就这么… - 我不只是一个藉口而已，安妮
- and I'm not just going to... - I'm not just an excuse, Annie.
我可以自己照顾好自己 我不再是12岁了
I can look after myself.
I'm not 12 anymore.
- 别怪我，这很烦 - 听着，我懂你的感受
- 想跳舞吗？ - 抱歉，亲爱的，我是女同志
Care to dance?
- Oh, sorry, love, I'm a lesbian. - No, you're not.
你才不是，美眉不想带我回家时 才会这么说
That's what birds say when they don't want to take me home.
其他人怎样我不知道 但你跳舞给我们看之前我就是女同志了
Can't speak for the rest,
but I was gay even before you danced for us.
What about you? Do you like men?
那你呢？你喜欢男人吗？
是的，某一些男人
Yeah, some men.
- 收到，走了 - 好了
- Noted. Moving on. - All right.
- 很没礼貌，对吧？ - 那样怎么会没礼貌？
- Well, that was rude, wasn't it? - How was that rude?
想像一下在床上做那些动作
Imagine those moves in the sack.
他柔软度很好
Wow, he's very flexible.
你现在需要好好来一炮，对吧？
You need a little bit of a proper shag now, don't you?
是这样吗？
Is that so?
- 嗯，这就说得通了 - 怎么？
- Well, well. That explains it. - What?
- 你根本已经找到人了 - 没有！
You already fancy someone, don't you?
- No. - Come on, cough it up.
- 少来了，快说，那个人是谁？ - 没什么，只是…
- Who is it? - It's nobody. It's just...
Well, I did... I met someone on the Internet.
我…我之前的确在网路上认识一个人
我喜欢，网路！
I love it. The Internet.
天啊，你终于进入现代社会了
God, you're finally entering the modern age.
哪个网站？一定是聪明人上的网站 绝对是
Which site was it? One for clever people, no doubt.
伤感网站吗？
HornierStories.com?
邓肯的网站
Duncan's website.
又一个塔克克洛鲁蛇？
Another Tucker Crowe loser?
- 天啊，安妮，你是有病吗？ - 不是，比这还怪
- Oh, Jesus, Annie, are you mental? - No... no, it's weirder than that.
其实是塔克克洛本人
It's... it's actually Tucker Crowe.
- 才不是 - 我没开玩笑
- No, it's not. - I'm not kidding.
塔克克洛
Tucker Crowe.
- 邓肯的偶像，塔克克洛？ - 对
- As in, Duncan's idol Tucker Crowe. - Yes.
他读了我贴的一篇评论
What happened was he read that review I posted.
- 这叫什么症候群，对不对？ - 什么症候群？
- This is that syndrome, isn't it? - What syndrome?
爱上加害者的症候群
Where someone falls in love with their captor.
不是，我们没有…我们只是笔友
We're never... you know, we're just pen pals.
我们只是笔友，我不知道该怎么形容
We were pen pals.
I don't know what you're supposed to call it.
只是彼此互传电邮
We were just having emailing back and forth.
我不知道，爱人吧
- Yeah, I don't know. - So...
Oh, look at that.
他回来了，去啊，安妮 跟他跳个舞，玩得开心点
Go on, Annie. Dance with him.
- 我真的不想去 - 我是巴恩西
- And have some fun. - I really don't want to.
- I'm Barnsey. - Hi, Barnsey. I'm Annie.
- 你好，巴恩西，我叫安妮 - 来嘛，安妮
- 看起来有点复杂 - 来嘛，我会教你
- Come on, Annie. - It looks pretty complicated.
你可以的，去吧，安妮 动一动也不会少一块肉
- Come on, I'll teach you. - You can do it. Go on, Annie.
- It wouldn't hurt to move a bit. - Exactly, come on.
- 就是嘛，来啊 - 也不是
- 去啊 - 就…
- 像这样 - 你在跟我开玩笑吗？
- Something like that. - Are you fucking kidding me?
- 好，来吧 - 我才不要那样
- Okay? Come on. - I'm not doing that.
不…你会没事的
No, no, no, you'll be fine.
看吧，你只需要两、三步就好
Whoo!
重大消息，我要去伦敦了
Big news.
I'm coming to London.
喂，杰克森
- Let's go, Jackson! - The baby came five weeks early,
宝宝提早五个星期出生
我正式当上爷爷了
so now it's official... I'm a grandpa.
史蒂夫拿了吗？
监于事情的不稳定性
And given the precariousness of it all,
我觉得自己应该过去
I've decided that I should be there.
- 兄弟，去甘迺迪机场 - 没问题
- To Kennedy airport, my man. - You got it.
我从那些试音带也攒了足够的钱 让杰克森也能来
I scrounged up enough money from those demos for Jackson to come, too.
所以我们明天就会在伦敦了
So we're going to be in London tomorrow.
这样一来…我就想问问
Which leads me to ask this: are we fine as we are,
我们现在这样就好 还是你想见个面，喝点东西？
or would you like to meet for a drink?
我的天啊，实在太巧了
Oh, my God, what a crazy coincidence.
我本来就打算明天 要去伦敦见个老朋友
I was actually planning to pop over to London tomorrow to see an old friend.
所以时机刚刚好，真的
So this is actually fortuitous timing, actually.
不如我们五点钟在泰特美术馆见？
Why not say we'll meet at the Tate Modern at 5:00.
我的手机号码在下面
My mobile number's below.
随时都可以打给我或传简讯
Uh, call, text anytime.
然后恭喜你当爷爷了
And congratulations, Grandpa.
好，就是这一站
- 你还好吧？ - 很好，你呢？
- You okay? - Yeah. Are you?
还好
- 嘿，你有拿史蒂夫吗？ - 有
- You got Steve? - Yeah.
小心点，他们开车都开错边
Now be careful here, they drive on the wrong side.
会被人辗过去
A truck could run you over.
小杰，你有时差吗？
- Gee, do you feel jet-lagged? - No.
- 没有 - 你还好吧？
You're okay? All right, good.
好，很好
需要效劳吗？
May I help you?
- 该死 - 爸！
- Shit. - Dad!
爸！
Dad! Dad!
妈的
（欢迎来到泰特美术馆）
喂？
Hello?
喂，我是塔克
Hi, it's Tucker.
- 我等不及要听你的藉口是什么了 - 嗯，是…
I'm dying to hear your excuse.
Well, it's-it's... it's pretty good. Um...
很不错的藉口
- 我心脏病发作 - 什么？
- I had a heart attack. - What?
轻微心脏病啦，但是…
Mm-hm. Well, it was mild, but, um... it was enough.
这也够了
你说真的吗？
Are you serious?
你还好吧？有什么我可以做的？
- Are you okay? What can I do? - I was hoping to lure you to
我本来在想说有没有办法吸引你
过来伦敦大学学院医院心脏病科病区
the University College Hospital cardiology wing?
当然！当然可以
Of course.
Yeah, of course. Just...
我…我去…
Oh, sorry.
抱歉，需要帮你带点什么吗？
- Can I get you anything? - No.
不用，我什么都不需要 或许一点读物？
Yeah, I don't need anything. Maybe something to read.
没问题，杰克森还好吗？ 他跟你一起在那里吗？
No problem. Is Jackson okay? Is he there with you?
噢，没有，他没事，他很好
Oh, no, no. He's fine. He's doing good.
谢谢你的关心
Thanks for asking.
你好？
Hello?
- Oh, hi. - Hi.
- 你好 - 嗨
你一定是安妮
You must be Annie.
- 进来吧 - 对喔，抱歉
- Come on in. - Yes.
- 我想站起来，可是… - 拜托不要
- I would stand up, but... - No, please.
- 我的天啊 - 但是…
- Oh, my goodness. - How are you?
你好吗？
好，嘿
Hey.
不好意思，我刚刚出神了
Sorry, I'm s... I'm blanking.
用写的比这简单多了
This is much easier in writing.
本来我是会提议…
Well, I would say that we could take out our phones, you know,
我们拿出电话，互传讯息
and write each other,
但是这里网路讯号很差
but the Internet here is terrible.
我帮你带了…
- I got you... - See, I knew I shouldn't have said that.
看吧，我就知道不该跟你提的
- 这真的没有什么 - 才不是
It's nothing, honestly.
- 真的，完全不麻烦 - 谢谢
- No, it's... thank you. - No, no. Not at all.
内容关于跨大西洋的书信友谊
Yeah, it's about a transatlantic epistolary friendship.
- 抱歉，直说了就是这样 - 不，我想我看过这部电影
- Not to put too fine a point on it. - No, I think I saw this movie.
回忆录比电影好看很多
It's not nearly as good as the memoir.
不过当然了，没有压力叫你一定要读
But obviously, no pressure to read it, of course.
不会，压力是种选择，对吧？
Pressure's a choice, right?
- 谢谢 - 你感觉怎么样？
- Thank you. - How are you feeling? How do you feel?
Um...
我动了血管成形术
I had an angioplasty.
哇，血管成形术是什么？
Wow, what's an angioplasty?
他们会把气球放到体内，让它们爆掉
They stick balloons into you and blow them up.
哇
Wow, balloons.
气球，听起来很疯狂
- That sounds really crazy. - Jackson, this is Annie.
杰克森，这位是安妮
- 嘿 - 你好，安妮
- Hey. Nice to meet you, Jackson. - Hi, Annie.
- 很高兴认识你，杰克森 - 我也很高兴认识你
- Nice to meet you, too. - Yeah.
- 对 - 不要吧
只是需要帮你换导尿管，克洛先生
- Oh, no. - Just need to change
- your catheter, Mr. Crowe. - Where does that go?
那个要放在哪里？
Shall we... shall we get a snack?
他们换的时候我们去吃个点心好吗？
- 那样就太好了，谢谢 - 我们去散步一下吧
- Yeah, that'd be great, thank you. - Why don't we go for a walk?
好，我们等一下再回来
Okay, we'll be back.
你们来这里的旅程好吗？
So, how was your trip over here?
你有看什么影片吗？
- Did you watch anything? - Dora.
《爱探险的朵拉》
Oh.
颠簸的航程会害人心脏病发作吗？
Do bumpy plane rides give people heart attacks?
Um...
是啊，我觉得应该有一点影响
Yeah, I think they could probably contribute, actually.
Hmm... probably what happened.
你爸爸大概是有点紧张
Your dad probablyjust got a bit nervous.
那飞机上不应该会有更多人 心脏病发吗？
But then wouldn't more people get heart attacks on planes?
对
Yeah, that's a good point.
有道理
Yeah.
你想吃一口吗？
You want a bite?
好啊，谢谢
Sure. Thanks.
所以他在新生儿加护病房？
So, he's in the NICU, huh? How much does he weigh?
他体重多少？
他昨晚量是2点2英磅
Last night, he was like 2.2 pounds or something.
- 哇 - 是公斤，柴克
- Wow. - Kilos, Zak.
- 不然他早就死了 - 嗯，这样好多了
- Otherwise, he'd be dead. - Okay, that's better.
那你呢？你感觉如何？
And how about you? How are you feeling?
还好
Fine. How are you feeling?
你感觉怎么样？
I'm okay.
我还好，嘿
- 嘿，小子 - 莉兹！柴克！
- Hey. - Hey, little man.
- Lizzie, Zak. - Hey, Annie,
嘿，安妮，见过我女儿，莉兹
I want you to meet my daughter, Lizzie.
莉兹，这位是安妮，安妮，他是柴克
Lizzie, this is Annie. And Annie, this is Zak.
- 他是主角，父亲本人 - 很高兴认识你
This is the man of the hour. The father.
Oh, it's nice to meet you. Congratulations on your little boy.
恭喜你们生了个小男孩，他还好吗？
- Is he okay? - Yeah. His name's Dexter
很好，他叫做德斯特，状况很好
and he's doing good. He's 2.2 kilos.
他2点2公斤重
安妮是我在英国的朋友
Annie's my friend from England.
我们本来昨天要碰面的 结果不太顺利
We were supposed to hook up yesterday, but then that didn't go so well.
我们其实彼此不认识
- We don't even know each other... - Well, we know each other.
我们彼此认识，我是说…
- 我们在网站上认识的 - 网站？
We met on a website.
- A website? - Not that kind of website.
- 不是那种网站 - 一个论坛…对，不是那种…
Yeah, not like...
- 是个音乐论坛 - 哇
- It was a music forum. - Wow.
但是我其实要走了，很高兴认识你们
But I'm actually going to head off. It was lovely to meet you.
- 安妮，拜托不要走 - 我希望你们的小男孩健健康康的
- Hey, Annie, please don't go. - I hope your boy is doing good.
我想和你聊一下…
I want to talk to you...
- 库柏！杰西！ - 库柏、杰西？
- Cooper! Jesse! - Cooper? Jesse?
你们怎么来了？
What are you guys doing here?
他们是我儿子，库柏和杰西
These are my sons Cooper and Jessie.
你们快过来，抱一下爸爸
Come here, guys. Give it in for your dad.
给我抱一下，看看你！
Give me a hug, man. Look at you. You're so tall.
你好高了，哇，天啊，看看你
Wow. Man, check you out.
看看你，你长得很帅
Man, you're handsome. Hey, guess what?
嘿，你们猜怎么着？
这是你们的姐姐，莉兹
This is your sister Lizzie.
- 莉兹，他们是库柏和杰西 - 同父异母的姐姐
- Lizzie, this is Cooper and Jessie. - Half-sister.
- 对，我知道是同父异母的姐姐 - 嗨
- Yeah, I know. Half-sister. - Hi.
库柏很高，杰西也很高
Cooper's the tall one. Jessie is the also tall one.
你们怎么找到我的？怎么过来的？
So, how'd you guys find me? How'd you get here? Hey.
嘿
你们怎么过来的？ - 我们飞过来的 - How'd you guys get here? - We flew.
- 搭飞机。 我有打电话给凯莉 - Plane. - I called Carrie.
你打给凯莉？ You called Carrie?
- 不会吧 - 对他们以为 - No. - Yeah. They thought
你要死了，可能会想见见自己的小孩… you were gonna die and you might want to see your children,
- 他们从没见过面 - 我不会死的 - whom we've never met. - I'm not going to die.
- 就算我要死了… - 我要走了 - Even if I was going to die... - I'm going to head off.
- 我就先走了 - 一下下就好，我只要… - I'm going to slip away. - Two seconds. I just...
我想跟你聊聊。 天啊，不要，等等 I want to talk to you. Oh, my God. No way. Wait...
- 到底怎么回事？ - 不要，先不要走 - What is going on? - Don't go.
你好，凯莉，看来我又能活下去了 Hi, Carrie. Apparently, I'm going to make it.
医生说我在医院心脏病发很聪明 The doctor said I was brilliant for having a heart attack in a hospital.
跑了大老远过来，你却没事 All this way and you're fine?
- 对，很抱歉让你失望了 - 一万美金，太好了 - Yeah, I'm sorry to disappoint you. - Ten thousand dollars.
-完美。 -一万美元是什么意思？ - Perfect. - What does that mean, $10,000?
他们不能飞经济舱，来替自己的爸爸送终吧 Well, they weren't gonna fly coach to see their biological father die.
总之呢，我们很好，多谢关心 Anyway, we're fine, thanks for asking.
你根本没让我开口 You didn't give me two seconds, all right?
你好吗？事情… How are you? How's...
你继父的名字是什么？- 道格 - How's... What's your stepdad's name? - Doug.
- 谢谢，道格好吗？ 他很好， - Thank you. How's Doug?- He's great.
正在受训准备参加铁人三项 -哦！ - He's training for a triathlon. - Oh!
抱歉，我知道提到运动会刺激到你 Sorry, I know, exercise... big trigger for you.
才不会，只是…谁会那样啊？ It's not a trigger,it's just who does that?
- 他在这里啊，塔克 - 嘿 - There he is. Tucker. - Oh. Hey.
在老伦敦城一开始就不太顺利 Didn't get off to the best of starts in old London town?
-你好吗，塔克？你好，亲爱的。 - 嘿，妈咪 - How are you, Tucker? Hello, darling. - Hey, Mummy.
- 这里味道还真好闻，塔克 And it's pretty ripe in here, Tucker.
你该来点温水拭浴了吧？ Are you due a sponge bath?
娜塔莉，这是我朋友，安妮 Natalie, this is my friend Annie.
安妮，这位是我前妻，娜塔莉，还有马克 Annie, this is my ex Natalie, and Mark.
还有…娜塔莉，你和凯莉，你们以前见过了，对吧？ And Natalie, you and Carrie,you two have met, right?
- 有，妈的，有啊 - 你还好吗？ - Oh, yeah, fuck. Right, right. - How do you do?
- 别乱来，娜塔莉 - 不要… - Oh, come off it, Natalie. - Darling.
我也打给葛蕾丝了 I also called Grace.
你是怎么回事？ What's going on with you?
- 葛蕾丝是谁？ - 莉兹，这是搞… - Who's Grace? - Lizzie, what...?
她是你女儿，这件事已经拖太久了 She's your daughter and this has gone on long enough.
- 什么事情拖太久了？ - 你假装我们不存在的事情 - What's gone on long enough? - You pretending we don't exist.
我没有假装你不存在 I'm not pretending you don't exist.
我这不是大老远跑过来看你吗？ I came all the way over here to see you.
这还不知道呢 That's unclear.
- 这话什么意思？ - 不对，说真的，我可以替他担保 - What does that mean? - Honestly, I can vouch for him.
这完全没有… - 完全是个巧合… Nothing to do with... It was complete coincidence.
- 就算是这样 “就算是这样”是什么意思？ - Even so. - What do you mean even so?
- 我飞了五千六百公里来看你 - 爸爸 - I flew 3,500 miles to see you. - Daddy.
他又在那边斤斤计较了 Oh, look at him bean-counting.
- 我不是斤斤计较 - 离婚时就是这样 - I'm not bean-counting! - He did that with the divorce.
- 我只是在解释… - 爸 - I'm just explaining the reason...- Dad!
- 杰克森，拜托不要… - 他还真是殉道者。 - Jackson, please, stop... - He's quite the martyr.
从他忙碌的生活中拨冗出来， He's taking time out of his busy schedule
第一次见他的孙子。 我不是耍什么烈士 - to meet his grandson for the first time. - I'm not being a martyr, okay?
我只是想说我特地飞过来 I'm just trying to point out the fact that I flew
看你还有孩子，好吗？ all this way to see you and meet the baby, okay?
现在大家却全都围在你的病床旁边 And yet here we all are crowded around your hospital bed.
- 那是因为我心脏病发 - 爸 - Because I had a heart attack, all right? - Dad!
- 你觉得我是故意的吗？ - 我不知道，或许潜意识里有吧 - You think I planned that? - I don't know, maybe. Subconsciously.
听着，我有过三次心脏病发 没有一次是事先计划好的
- Dad! - Listen, I've had three heart attacks,
- and didn't plan any of them. - You had three?
你有过三次病发？
没错，他也没弄得众人皆知
Yes, and he didn't make
- a song and dance about any of them. - I'm not making a song and dance.
我不要写歌、跳舞
老实说 我没有邀请你们任何人来这里
Frankly, I didn't invite any of you in here, okay?
我说的就是这个
See, that is exactly what I'm talking about.
什么意思？拜托，不要连你也是 不要那么敏感
- Come on, don't be so sensitive. - It's like we're this inconvenience.
好像我们全都是种麻烦 你很痛恨我们一样
- Like you hate us all or something. - I don't hate you.
我不恨你，我不是这个意思
That's not what I'm saying. I'm just... Come on, I'm under siege here.
我只是…别这样，我现在被大家围攻
如果你真的在乎我们
If you really cared about us, you'd want us
你就会希望我们知道 自己的兄弟姐妹是谁
- to know our siblings, for example. - I do want you to know!
我想让你知道啊，我该怎么做？ 办个野餐会吗？
- What am I supposed to do, have a picnic? - Yes! No.
至少像个正常的父亲一样来访
- At least check in... - Dad.
- ...like a normal father. - Yeah, well, this is not...
这不是…别说了，杰克森
Stop it, Jackson. This is not a normal situation, for Christ's sake.
我的老天爷，这又不是什么正常情况
- 你应该告诉他们的 - 爸！
杰克森，别说了，好吗？
- Dad! - Jackson, stop it, okay?
Jackson, I'm sorry.
- 杰克森，对不起 - 医生说你需要休息
The doctor said you need to rest.
好，柴克…拜托你，嘿，孩子
Okay. Hey, Zak. Come on. Hey, buddy.
柴克，弹奏那首你刚刚说的歌…
Zak, play that song that you were talking...
- 我的歌？ - 对
- My song? - Don't do it, Zak.
不要弹，柴克，他只是想要转变话题
He is reallyjust trying to change the subject.
- 我真的想听听看 - 他根本不在乎
- I really want to hear it. - He really doesn't care.
- 我求你，老兄，弹一下 - 你只会让自己出糗
I'm begging you, dude. Play the song.
You're just going to make a fool of yourself.
- 不是，老兄，弹那首歌 - 好，我可以…
No, dude, play the song.
我要走了
你还好吗？
You all right?
里面很疯狂吧？
It's pretty crazy in there, huh?
你说你是谁的妈妈？
Whose mom are you again?
我不是任何人的妈妈
I'm nobody's mom.
- 很高兴认识你 - 我也很高兴认识你
- It was nice to meet you. - Nice to meet you, too.
再见，安妮
- Bye, Annie. - Bye.
再见
喂？
Hello?
谢谢你接电话
Thank you for picking up.
我欠你一个道歉
- Okay, I owe you an apology. - No.
不，我会过来实在太傻了
It was silly of me to come.
我不知道自己在想些什么
I don't know what I was thinking.
不，你能来真的很好心
No, it was... it was kind of you to come.
- Oh... - Look...
听着，搞砸自己前半生
one of the big problems with screwing up
最大的问题之一就是…
the first half of your life is, you know, try as you might,
不管多努力，你就是没有办法重来
you can't press reset, you know?
我是说，我…
I mean, I... I can't get to zero, you know?
我无法从零开始
我只是在想你愿不愿意…
And I was just wondering if you would...
我们可不可以明天再见个面？
If we could try this one more time again tomorrow?
她们还在那里吗？ 你的前女友们都超友善的
Are they still there, your ex-girlfriends?
- They were very nice. - No, no, everybody's gone.
- 大家都走了 - 嘿
Hey.
除了杰克森，杰克森说的
Everybody except Jackson, says Jackson.
他在这里，他想跟你说话
Here he is. He wants to talk to you.
你好，安妮，我知道导尿管是什么了
Hi, Annie. I found out what a catheter is.
事实上，我本来…
You know, the truth is, I was...
我本来偷偷希望你或许会…
I was secretly hoping that maybe you would
邀请…
invite Jackson and me to Sandcliff.
我和杰克森去三德克里夫
- 三德克里夫？ - 三德克里夫
- Sandcliff? Jesus, why? - Sandcliff.
天啊，为什么？
因为我们上网查过那里，看起来很棒
Why? Because we looked it up on the Internet, and it looked great.
像个休养身体的好地方
Like a great place to recover, you know?
而且昨天是我搞砸了
And look, I blew it yesterday, you know?
- 我想补偿你 - 所以就邀请自己过来吗？
- I want to make it up to you. - By inviting yourself over?
我是这么想的，没错
That's what I was thinking, yeah.
你的家人怎么办？
What about your family?
我两个儿子去机场了
Well, the boys went to the airport.
他们要飞回家了
They're flying home, right?
莉兹极需休息
And Lizzie's, you know, getting some much-needed rest.
我只是不觉得自己有办法照顾你
I just don't think I'm equipped to look after you.
我不知道要怎么帮你换导尿管
I wouldn't know how to give you an angioplasty,
- 或是气球什么的 - 血管成形术？
- or whatever it is with the balloons. - Angioplasty?
- 如果出什么差错就不好了 - 这样说不会有点冒昧吗？
If God forbid, something...
That's a little forward, don't you think?
抱歉，听起来好像不太恰当 不过你懂我的意思
Sorry, that did sound vaguely inappropriate.
But you know what I mean, and it's just...
而且我不知道杰克森会不会觉得好玩
I don't know if it'd be fun for Jackson, really,
老实说，那里不算是个好玩的地方
to be honest, it's not such a fun place.
你还有那个鲨鱼眼吧？
Well, you still have that shark's eye?
什么？有
- What? Yeah. - Yeah.
有那个就能开心度过一下午了
Well, that's a happy afternoon right there.
等等
Wait. Wait, wait, wait. You have a shark's eye?
你有鲨鱼的眼睛？
- 你会有兴趣吗？ - 会啊！我超爱鲨鱼
Would that interest you?
Yeah, I love sharks. Look at my bag.
- 真的吗？ - 看看我的袋子
这是滑铁卢车站，杰克森
Waterloo station, Jackson.
伦敦最著名的景点
Most famous spot in all of London.
- 真的吗？ - 真的
- Really? - For real.
I mean, if you're a Kinks fan.
如果你是奇想乐团的粉丝的话
我们快到了吗？
Are we almost there? Because I really need to pee.
我真的想要尿尿
过来，杰克森，就在…就在这里面
Come here, Jackson. It's just... it's just in here, my dear.
在上面这里
Just up here.
可以了
你可以上了
There you go, buddy.
- 好，你自己上了 - 你可以留下来吗？
- Okay, I'll leave it to you. - Can you stay?
可以啊
- Yeah. Sure. - Could you close the door?
可以请你关门吗？
- 没事吧 - 没事
- Everything okay? - Yeah.
一切都很好
Yeah, all good in here.
Don't forget to wash your hands, buddy.
小子，你要洗手喔
让她知道我们很干净
Show her what we're made of.
哇，这个家很不错
Wow, this place is nice. Yeah.
对
很美的地方
Beautiful spot.
Oh, uh...
塔克，你…
Tucker, are you...?
塔克！你不会在楼下吧？
Tucker, you're not downstairs, are you? Because I...
因为我…
I must explain this. Oh, God. I'm sorry. I've... I can explain this.
这我一定要解释一下
天啊，对不起… 这我可以解释的
1989年，麦斯威尔
"Maxwell's, '89, Bar Astro-Dusseldorf".
杜塞道夫太空吧
我有在杜塞道夫演出吗？
Did I play at Dusseldorf?
我知道，但这不是你看到的那样
It's not what it looks like. I can explain.
- 我可以解释 - 那是我…
That's me and my high school chess club.
跟我高中棋艺社的社员
- 真的吗？ - 对
- Really? - Yeah.
我可以解释，我知道看起来很怪
I can explain this to you. I know this looks weird.
就是…记得网路上那篇评论吗？
Remember the review on the website?
那个家伙…那篇天花乱坠的评论
And the guy... it was a really over-the-top review,
你说他是很悲惨的部落客
and you called him like a sad-sack blogger.
- Oh, Duncan-something? - Yes! God.
- 叫邓肯什么的？ - 对，天啊，我的天啊
Oh, my God, if he knew that you knew his name...
如果他知道你会知道他的名字…
所以那个家伙就是…他
So, that guy is the guy.
- 是你的… - 对
- Oh, that's your 15 years of... - Yes!
那个15年的…
对…答对了
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Yeah. Bingo. That's it. That's it.
就是这样
这是他的房间
And this is his room... shrine... temple...
圣坛
圣殿
他之前居住和崇拜你的地方…
- where he lived and worshiped you. - Wow.
- 我和他，永远一起 - 是的
- Me and him. - Yes.
我会听说过你的唯一原因 就是因为他
- Together forever. - The only reason
I've heard of you is because of him.
所以这是报复你前男友更好的方式…
So what better way to get back at your ex
不是
- than get me back here. - No, no.
…把我带回来
在三德克里夫秀给大家看
Parade me around Sandcliff like a trophy, right?
对吧？我觉得自己有点廉价
I'm feeling a little cheap. I'm feeling a little used.
我觉得自己受到利用，真的
这是个很有趣的理论…
- I am. - That's a really interesting theory.
我可以体会你为什么会那么想
And-and-and I appreciate why you would think that.
但是来这里一开始就是你的主意
But it was your idea to come here in the first place.
- 这倒是真的 - 对
- That's true. - Yeah.
我对你完全没有这种感觉
I don't feel this way about you at all.
我过去五年来大概下来这里两次过
I've been down here like twice in the last five years.
我并不是想要困住你
I'm not trying to trap you
or, like, cut your head off, or whatever.
或是…
把你的头切掉之类的
我现在无法接听，请留言
I can't be at the phone right now, so just leave a message.
邓肯，是我，可以请你打给我吗？
Duncan, it's me. Can you call me, please?
这件事很重要
It's very important. Call me back.
请回电
该死
Oh, shit.
- 真该死 - 怎么了？
- Oh-oh, shit. - What's up?
安妮在沙滩上
Annie's down at the beach.
Shit.
该死，她看到我了，我最好下去
Yeah, she saw me. I better... I better go down.
如果我不理她，她会整个崩溃
If I blank her, she'll be devastated.
- 我马上回来，好吗？ - 好
I'll be right back, okay?
安妮！
- Annie! - Shit.
该死
安妮
Annie!
嘿
- Hey. - Did you get my message?
你有听到我的留言吗？ 我一直打电话给你
- 我得跟你说一件事 - 有吗？没有
I've been trying to call you. I really need to tell you something.
- 我想要聊聊… - 你好吗？
- I wanted to chat to... - How've you been?
很好，我真的…我有事情想告诉你
- Good. - You look...
- I wanted to tell you something... - You look well.
你看起来气色很好
我真的有件事要跟你说
I just... I really needed to talk to you about something.
- 所以我才会找你 - 我开始运动了
- That's why I was reaching out. - I've taken up exercising.
运动手表，一开始从慢跑开始 看看能做多少
- FitBit. Started with jogging... - Do you remember that review I wrote?
你记得我之前写的那篇评论吗？
Oh...
记得
Yeah.
我反应过度了，安妮 我当时状态不是很好
- I overreacted, Annie. - No.
- It was not my finest hour. - A couple of days after that.
两天后发生一件很奇怪的事
- It was the strangest thing... - You weren't totally wrong, by the way.
- 我收到一封电邮… - 不过你也不是全然没有责任
你说的话充满很多负面情绪
There was a lot of negativity in what you said, but there were things that weren't...
但是有些事情不是…
《这天的第20通来电》真的很感伤
"Twentieth Call of the Day" is maudlin.
- 这都无所谓 - 我现在知道了
- I realize that now. - Doesn't matter.
之后发生一连串奇怪的事情 我开始通电邮…
The strangest sequence of events started after that.
Uh-oh, who's this? You've got a man with you, Annie.
- 你有男人了 - 我一直要跟你说这件事
I'm trying to tell you, that's what I wanted to talk to you about.
我就是想跟你说这个
- 就是他，因为真的很奇怪 - 没关系，嗨，你好
- It's fine. - That's him. Cause it was so strange.
- 很适合来沙滩的好天气啊 - 发生了这些事情，所以…
Hi there. Lovely day for the beach.
- 妈的 - 怎么？没事吧？
- Fuck! - What? Everything all right?
对，我只是…我想要…
- Yeah. I just... - You're a friend of Annie's?
- 你是安妮的朋友？ - 对
Yeah.
跟你的儿子堆沙堡？
Making some sandcastles with your little boy?
- 这是邓肯 - 这件事会发生是必然的嘛
- This is Duncan. - It was bound to happen. It's fine.
- 这里很小 - 我本来要
- We were going to run in... - Gina's here, so...
- 我们本来要…她没事 - 吉娜在这里
- 我刚刚说… - 所以…
这是邓肯
- This is Duncan. - Duncan Thomson.
- 我们…邓肯汤普森 - 对，好
塔克克洛
Tucker Crowe.
我之前就是想跟你说这件事
That's what I was trying to tell you.
我是史提夫他妈的汪达
I'm Stevie fucking Wonder.
- 好，我们放轻松点 - 你想要当谁？
- Okay, let's take it easy. - Who do you want to be?
厄莎他妈的凯特吗？
Eartha fucking Kitt? We're all somebody.
- 我们都是某个人物吧 - 嘿
- 放轻松点 - 你还真是成熟啊，安妮
- Hey. - Just take it easy.
- Real fucking mature, Annie. - I was trying to tell you.
- 我之前就想告诉你的 - 吉娜在等我，我最好…
Well, Gina's waiting, so I better...
我本来就想解释给你听的，在你…
I was trying to explain it to you before you were...
- 吉娜！ - 我…
- Gina! - I was...
- 对不起，我想要… - 哇
- Wow! - I was trying to...
她想跟个年纪大到 足够当自己老爸的人混在一起
If she wants to make a sad spectacle of herself around town
让自己在城里变成一幅悲惨的景象
by hanging out with some guy who's old enough to be her father,
这是她自己的事
that's her business.
但是为了嘲弄我把塔克牵扯进来 实在太丢脸了
But mocking me by dragging Tucker into it is just embarrassing.
她很明显只是想要惹恼你
She was obviouslyjust trying to wind you up.
我很清楚根本没有什么儿子
I know for a fact that there is no son.
有谣传他跟一个瑞典公主 还是她表妹之类的
There were rumors of a daughter with a Swedish princess
生了一个女儿
or potentially her cousin, but there's zero online chatter of a son.
但是网路上从来没有提到过什么儿子
- 他看起来像塔克克洛吗？ - 不像！
- Did it look like Tucker Crowe? - No.
天啊，才不像
God no.
不完全像
Not entirely.
妈的
Fuck.
我要去冲个澡，该死
- I'm going to have a shower. - Shit!
（纽约慈善特别摇滚音乐会）
（加入在冲撞区的我们）
（玉米蛇不插电演出）
（塔克克洛现场演唱会）
“肿瘤大小如苹果 或鸡蛋或者害虫疖一般
"Tumors the size of an apple or an egg or a pest-boil.
Thus did the plague rage in Avignon for six or eight weeks,
因此瘟疫在亚维侬 肆虐了六或八个星期
而病人的呼吸和咳出的血…”
and the breath of the sick, who expectorated blood..."
- 我不确定要不要读下去 - 别这样
- I'm not sure about this. - Come on.
- 你确定吗？ - 对
- Are you sure? - Yeah.
你喜欢听吗？
Are you enjoying it?
“一直到瘟疫快要结束时
"It was not till towards the close of the plague
他们才冒险切开这些又干又硬的疖
that they ventured to open, by incision, these hard and dry boils.
有东西从中流出时…”
When matter flowed from them..."
我觉得差不多了
I think that's enough.
疖是什么？
- What are boils? - It's a type of pimple...
- 一种痘痘 - 嘿，小子
不用担心疖的事，好吗？
Hey, buddy, don't worry about boils, okay?
沙发那边有个白色的袋子 里面有贝壳
Out by the couch we got a wet bag with some seashells in it,
我们去买油漆将它们上色
and then we get the paints and we'll paint them.
- 听起来不错吧？ - 好啦
- Sound good? - Fine.
我真的很抱歉
I'm so sorry.
我家里真的没有什么好玩的给小孩玩
I really don't have anything, like, fun for kids in the house.
你很懂得怎么照顾他
You're great with him.
自己生一个怎么样？
What about just having one by yourself?
我不知道要从何下手
I wouldn't know where to start.
我觉得你有办法知道怎么开始
I think you could figure out where to start.
是啊，家庭策划师
Yeah. Mr. Family Planner.
对
Yeah, you probably shouldn't take advice from me.
你大概不应该听我的建言
我可以问你，葛蕾丝是怎么一回事吗？
Can I ask you, what's the deal with Grace?
什么意思？
What do you mean?
为什么只有听到她的名字 才会让你心烦，其他人的就不会？
Why does her name bother you and the others don't?
不会让我心烦啊
It doesn't bother me.
我…
I... I've never even met her.
连我都没有见过她
这怎么有可能？
How's that possible?
嗯，那里有东西
Well, there's something there.
你在回避问题
- You're ducking the question. - No, no, no, I'm not.
不是，我没有，有人在你后面
There's someone behind you, out the window.
在窗户外面
我的天啊
Oh, my God.
你想要进来吗？
Would you like to come in?
是的，麻烦了
Yes, please.
又再次见面了
Hello again.
你好
Hey, there.
我有可能欠你一声道歉
There is a possibility that maybe I owe you an apology.
你什么时候才能确定？
Well, when will you know for sure?
我想到你实在没有理由
It occurs to me that there's no reason
声称你自己是他…
for you to claim that you are... he
如果你不是…
if you were not... he.
他的话
- 不错的开始 - 我只是…
- Well, that's a start. - It's just...
无法确定
- I can't be certain, you know? - Well, I have a passport.
- 你懂的 - 嗯，我是有护照啦
那就太好了
Well, that would be super.
好
Okay, um...
美国
America.
真假？
Really?
一切看起来似乎都没问题
Yes, well, all of this seems to be in order.
感谢上帝
- Oh, thank God. - Duncan...
- 邓肯… - 听起来…
That sounded... that sounded a little officious.
听起来有点过分慇勤的感觉
你不如跟我们一起共进晚餐？
Why don't you come and join us for dinner?
对啊，跟我们一起吃
- Yeah, man. Join us. - Hang out.
- 大家聚聚 - 对
Yeah. Yeah. I'd like that.
- 我很乐意 - 太好了
好
- Great. - Yeah.
举例来说，我正在设计一门1970年代 独立美国电影
So, for instance, I'm developing a course
on 1970's independent American cinema, and the novels of Nathanael West.
和纳撒尼尔韦斯特小说的课程
《蝗虫之日》？《寂寞芳心小姐》？ 我很喜欢
The Day of the Locust, Miss Lonelyhearts. I love that.
- 没错 - 对
That's right. Yeah.
你怎么会跑来英国，小朋友？
So, what brings you to England, young man?
我姐姐生小孩
- My sister had a baby. - Oh!
是喔
Well, congratulations, Unc.
恭喜你了，舅舅
- 你还有其他兄弟姐妹吗？ - 邓肯
- Any other sisters or brothers? - Duncan.
- 没关系 - 什么？
- It's fine. It's fine. - What?
- 但是… - 我只是…
没关系，跟他说吧
- It's okay. Go. - Three.
三个
Or do I have four? I have four, right?
还是四个？
我有四个，对吧？
他们不跟我住，大家的妈妈都不一样
They don't live with me. They have different moms.
而且没有人是瑞典王室成员
And not one of them is a member of the Swedish royal family.
是啊，没有啦，我自己之前 对那一点也一直很怀疑
Yeah, no. I was...
I was skeptical about that particular theory.
展览目前策划得很顺利
Well, the exhibition's coming along nicely.
- 太好了 - 对
- That's great. - Yeah.
- 你会紧张吗？ - 有一点
- You nervous? - A little bit.
我相信安妮一定跟你说过了 但是我非常欣赏你的作品，所以…
I'm sure Annie's told you,
but I am a great admirer of your work, so...
- 很好 - 星期二晚上开幕
- Cool. - Opening's Tuesday night.
你们全都受邀了，你也是，杰克森
- You're all invited. - I don't think that I would be
我觉得我自称世界专家
overstating the case to suggest that I am something of a world expert.
也不为过
- 可以了，慢慢来 - 世界专家…
A world expert?
不，我读过你写的东西，内容…
I've read your stuff. It's...
好
Okay. Wow.
哇，你可以跟我说我哪里写错了
You can tell me where I've gone wrong.
I wouldn't know where to start.
我不知道要从哪里开始
我可以理解你为何这么说
I understand why you'd say that,
但是我的确知道你的很多事情
but I do actually know quite a lot about you.
真的吗？
Really? Wow. Okay.
哇，好
- 好，让我想一下 - 不要
- Okay, let me think of something. - Oh.
你不用举例
You know what? You don't have to give an example...
我知道了，譬如《你呼出的谎言》
I know, for example, that on the chorus of "Lies You Breathe",
副歌那一整段都是答录机留言
that entire chorus was lifted
from an answering machine message left for Julie
是茱莉的前男友，麦可波西留给她的
by her ex-boyfriend, Michael Posey.
我不记得那些歌词了，所以我不知道
I don't remember those lyrics, so I don't know.
当时是你们的蜜月期
It was during your "honeymoon phase" of...
- Fevered kisses and dirty words - You don't have to sing. He's just a fan.
不需要说这些，他只是个粉丝
- 我跟你保证，他完全无害 - 好，可以…麦可波西？
- He's harmless, I promise you. - It's just... Michael Posey?
- 你怎么会… - 还在刺痛吗？
- How would you...? - Is it still raw?
什么还在刺痛？
Is what still raw?
和茱莉碧提分手后留下的伤口
The whole affair. Julie Beatty.
- 邓肯，别再说了 - 老兄，你最好不要说了
Duncan, just stop. Come on, that's too personal.
- 这太私密了 - 这是很久以前的事了
- Just a long time ago. - It's too personal.
- 太私密了 - 是吗？好
- Is it? Okay, I'm sorry. - Yeah, that's too far.
- 我很抱歉 - 太过头了
你说得对，我很抱歉 我知道那件事让你心痛不已
- I'm sorry. You're right. - Too far.
I know the whole thing left you shattered.
And I just want you to know that from that death
我只是想让你知道，那份逝去
催生了一个开创性的巨作
was born a seminal masterwork.
- 天啊，巨作？ - 我可不会随意用这个词
Oh, God, a masterwork?
I don't use that word lightly, sir.
好了，老兄，我刚刚已经很友好了
All right, I was being really nice, okay? But it's clear that you don't know shit.
但是你很显然什么屁都不懂
- I'm sorry. - You have to agree to disagree.
我们只能求同存异
嘿，我是粉丝吗？正是在下
Hey, am a I fan? Guilty as charged.
好
- Yeah, okay. - Okay, yes.
我在寻求真相时过分热衷吗？
Am I a little overzealous in my quest for the truth?
事实是，你听好了
Listen, man, if you can't realize that Juliet is a piece of shit...
如果你无法意识到 《茱丽叶》烂到不行…
- 别那么说 - 好，对
- Don't say that. - Yeah, it is.
- 就是烂，老兄 - 你不是这个意思
You don't mean that.
…你跟真相根本搭不上边
You don't have any relationship to the truth.
我不是唯一一个认为你是天才的人
I'm not the only one who thinks that you are a genius.
天才？
- A genius... - Fine.
好，或许我对你试音带 的评论不完全正确
Maybe my review of your demos wasn't exactly correct,
但是那张原始专辑…
but that original album, Tucker?
塔克，你知道它有多触动我们吗？
Do you have any idea how much that touches us?
它对我的人生有何意义吗？
How much that has meant to me my whole life?
整张专辑歌词中的诚实…
- The honesty in your words... - Would you stop!
别再说了好吗？根本不值得
It's not worth the effort.
我觉得很值得
It is to me.
不，我要走了，我…
I'm going to go. I'm going to...
这感觉都不对
This feels like a mistake.
最后一件事
Just one final thing.
我觉得像你这样的人
I think that people like you, people with real talent,
这种真的有天赋的人
你们不会珍惜 因为你们觉得信手拈来
you don't value it because it comes naturally to you.
人从来都不会珍惜…
And we never value things that we...
that come easily.
信手拈来的东西
But I value that album more than maybe anything I've ever heard.
但是那张专辑是我听过的作品中 最珍视的东西
并不是因为它很完美
Not because it's perfect, but because of what it means to me.
而是因为它对我代表的意义
说到底，我根本不鸟它对你的意义
Ultimately, I don't give a shit what it means to you.
艺术不是给艺术家听的
Art isn't for the artist
就好像水也不是给水管工喝的
no more than water is for the bloody plumber.
不过还是谢谢你
But thank you.
我真的非常，非常喜欢那张专辑
I really, really enjoyed it.
我上一次的演出根本没唱到结束
Last time I played a show I didn't even finish it.
我…
I was at this club called The Pit,
我当时在一家叫地窖的俱乐部演出
中间休息时，我去了厕所
and in between sets I went to the bathroom.
然后…
And then my ex walks in the door.
我前妻走进来
茱莉
Julie.
她抱着这个婴儿
She's holding this baby.
我…
And I...
我表现出很困惑的样子
and I acted all confused,
一副我们分手后 没接过一堆人打来的电话
as if, after we broke up, a million people hadn't called
跟我说她怀孕的事
and told me that she was pregnant, you know?
一副她弟弟没有在孩子出生时 把我咒骂出去的样子
As if her brother hadn't cursed me out the day the child was born.
但是她…她抱起那个小女孩
But she... she held out this little girl
然后说“难道你都不想看看她吗？”
and said, you know, "Don't you even want to look at her?"
- Grace? - Yeah.
葛蕾丝
对，葛蕾丝
Grace.
我看着她…
And I looked at her.
茱莉不知道说了什么，我没听见
And then Julie said something,
you know, that I didn't hear.
她好像是说什么奶瓶
Like, she said... she said something to me about the baby bottle,
还是忘了袋子之类的…
or she forgot her bag or something.
我当时以为她要把孩子丢下给我
I thought that she was abandoning the child with me.
整个人都慌了
You know? And I just panicked.
And I wanted to follow after her, but I...
我想跟着她出去，但是我又…
我觉得自己不可以抱着这个小孩 走进俱乐部
I didn't think that I could walk out of this club with this baby, you know?
There's all these people out there.
外面那么多人
所以我…我把葛蕾丝放下来
So, I...
I... I set Grace down.
然后走了出去
And then I walked out.
我走去停车场 完全听得见大家在叫我，但是我…
I went into the parking lot,
and I could hear everybody calling for me, but I...
之后我没有回去
I didn't... didn't go back.
我之后再也无法演奏那些歌曲
And then I couldn't play any of those songs anymore, you know?
在那之后，我就…
After that, I just...
我再也无法演奏那些无趣 自我可怜的歌曲…
I couldn't play these insipid, self-pitying songs
about Julie breaking my heart, you know? They were a joke.
唱着茱莉伤了我的心的歌
它们根本是个笑话
在我意识到之前 就这么匆匆过了20个年头
And before I know it, a couple of decades have gone by
然后某个医生…
and some doctor hands me... hands me Jackson.
把杰克森抱给我
我抱着他
I hold him, you know, and I look at him.
看着他
我知道这个男孩…
And I know that this boy... is my last chance.
是我最后的机会
这对一个小男孩来说是很大的压力
That's a lot of pressure for one little guy.
其他小孩都很恨我
All the rest of them hate me so much.
- 他们不恨你 - 不，他们真的恨
- They don't hate you. - Yeah, they do.
不是，他们只是…只是气你
- Yeah, they do. - They're mad at you.
他们很生气，这是有区别的
They're angry. There's a difference.
你知道我会为几个生气的小孩 做什么吗？
Do you know what I would do for a couple of angry kids?
- 你是葛蕾丝吗？ - 我就是 - Uh, is this Grace? - Speaking.
我是塔克克洛 This is Tucker Crowe.
好 Okay.
你打来是为了… And this is regarding...?
Well, I think Lizzie tracked you down, right?
嗯…
我知道…
莉兹有找过你，对吧？
谁？ Who?
我另一个女儿，莉兹 My other daughter, Lizzie.
听着，我现在在上班，你打来有事吗？ Listen, I'm at... I'm at work.Is there a reason for this call?
抱歉，你之前没有接到一个叫莉兹的人的电话吗？ I'm sorry, did you not get a call from a person named Lizzie?
我有 I did.
Oh.
听着，我很抱歉这么突然打给你，但是… Listen, I'm sorry for calling you out of the blue, but...
听着，我跟她说过，我已经有一个父亲了 Look, as I said to her, I have a father already.
好，对，我懂 Oh. Okay. Yeah, right. No, I understand.
只是你那样说 It's just, when you say that,do you mean...
你是指亲生父亲还是… do you mean biologically, or...?
我不确定你所指的区别 I'm not sure of the distinction you're making.
对，对，是 Yeah. Right. Yeah. Right. Right.
不管你想要做什么补偿，我祝你好运
Whatever it is you're trying to work out, good luck.
只是这些事情都不会牵涉到我
But it's just not going to involve me.
是 Yes.
那当然，我了解
Absolutely. I understand.
谢谢 Thank you.
（三德克里夫海滨博物馆）
（1964年夏天展览）
这场展览是巴顿市长的主意 This exhibit was Mayor Barton's idea.
对，这是我的概念 Yeah, my concept, yeah.
我…，滚石合唱团的海报是我捐的 And I donated the Stones poster.
- 哇 - 但是上面只有比尔怀曼的签名 - Wow. - But only Bill Wyman signed it.
其他人拒绝了 。 米克和基思直接从我面前走过去 The others refused.Mick and Keith walked straight past me.
- 他妈的音乐人 - 是啊 Bloody musicians.
- 是啊，他妈的音乐人 - 他们大概嗑嗨了 - Yeah, bloody musicians. - They were probably stoned.
塔克其实是个他妈的音乐人 Tucker's actually a bloody musician.
- 我退休了 - 他其实还满大咖的 - I'm retired.- He's actually quite a big deal.
- 在小圈子里 我有听说过你吗？ - In small circles. - Have I heard of you?
名塔克，姓什么？
塔克克洛 - 塔克克洛？ - Tucker Crowe. - Tucker Crowe?
- 你听说过他。 不，从没听过 - You have heard of him? - No. Never.
不过还是很荣幸认识你 But nonetheless,it's an honor to meet you.
你喝什么，塔克克洛？我帮你拿一杯 What are you drinking,Tucker Crowe? I'll get you one.
不用麻烦，我不用，水就可以了。 不行， - Don't worry, I'm fine. A glass of water. - No, no, no.
我不能帮个知名美国摇滚巨星，只拿杯水 I'm not getting a famous American rock star a glass of water.
- 红酒还是白酒？ - 听着，我没那么出名 - Red or white? - Look, I'm not that famous, okay?
而且我酗酒 - 那你一定可以马上融入 - And I'm an alcoholic. - Well, you'll fit right in.
你一定会想来罐啤酒吧？ I bet you'd love a beer, wouldn't you?
我敢说你一定能猛干一罐冰凉的啤酒 - 我去帮你拿一罐 I bet you'd murder a cold beer.I'll get you one.
- 我去帮你拿水 - 很感谢 - I'm going to get you a water. - Appreciate it.
- 很抱歉
不会，这很棒 No, no, no, this is incredible.
- 安妮，可以借一步说话吗？- 好，你没问题吧？ - Annie, can I borrow you for a second?- Yeah. Are you okay?
Mm-hmm.
嘿，安妮 Hey, Annie.
艾德娜，这位是安妮 Edna, I want you to meet Annie.
安妮，这位是艾德娜 And Annie, I want you to meet Edna.
我的天啊，那是…那真的是你吗？ Oh, my goodness, is that really you?
- 没错，就是我。 我好爱这张相片 - Yes, that's me.- Wow, I love this photo so much.
- 实在太棒了 - 那是我姐姐，凯萨琳 - That's wild. - That's my sister, Kathleen.
- 她已经过世了 - 我很遗憾 - She's passed on now. Yeah. - Sorry.
然后那两个男生是我们那年夏天，稍早时认识的 And the two fellas,we'd met them earlier on in the summer.
那是乔治 There's George. Mm.
他这个人长袖善舞
He was a fast worker. He wanted a bit of fun.
但他是想要点乐趣
真希望我当时也是
I wish I did too, but I fought him off.
但是我拒绝了他
我当时想着“艾德娜，不做什么事 绝对不会出错”
I thought, Edna, you can never go wrong not doing something.
只有真的做些什么事情才会惹上麻烦
It's things that you do that get you into trouble.
现在我已经84岁了
Here I am, 84 years old,
我这辈子从没惹过麻烦
I've never been in trouble in my whole bloody life.
真该死
Goddamn it.
Oh, well.
也就那样了
很不错的展览
It's a lovely exhibition.
谢谢
Thanks.
塔克，我…算了，不用担心
Tucker, I was... Oh, don't worry.
- 这很蠢 - 怎么了？什么？
- It's silly. - What is it? What?
我在想你会不会…
I was wondering if you would be... if you'd be interested?
你会不会对我…
- 对，什么意思？ - 对不起，对我有兴趣
What do you mean...?
I'm sorry. In me.
对你…你…什么？怎么会？
In you? In you? What... how?
我是说…
Oh, I mean, I suppose...
性方面
sexually.
什么？你是指现在，在这里吗？
What do you mean? Like, here?
- Like right now? - Oh, no, no. I meant...
喔，不是，我是说…
- 以后，将来 - 什么？那当然
In the future, later.
What? Yes, definitely. I'm extremely interested.
我非常…极度有兴趣
太好了，因为我之前想跟你提这件事
Great, because I just wanted to broach the subject with you...
- 但我又不确定 - 先说清楚
I mean, for the record,
我本来应该会更坚定一点的
I would have probably been a little more assertive.
我的自信心受过打击
My confidence has taken a hit, you know, with the heart.
年老的心，我不确定…
- Like, I'm not exactly sure... - I don't want to be presumptuous,
其实，我不是冒味
但是我的确有上网查过那方面的事
but I did look up that side of things on the Internet.
- 是吗？ - 对
- You did? - Yeah.
哇，上面怎么说的？
What did it say?
你上楼时会气喘吁吁吗？
Do you get breathless going up the stairs?
不会，完全不会
- Not at all. - I think the thing is,
我想重点是，大部分的活会由我来做
is I have to do most of the work.
我一直都是这样的啊
Oh, that's the way I've always done it.
各位女士先生，我们先从
Ladies and gentlemen, we're going to take a break
重回1964年的预录音乐之旅休息一下
from the prerecorded portion of our musical journey back to 1964.
Fortunately, we have with us today
我们今天很高兴请到
那个年代最著名的美国唱片艺人
one of the most famous American recording artists from that era.
他特地来到三德克里夫参观这个展览
He's come to Sandcliff especially to visit our exhibition,
而且他酗酒
and he's an alcoholic.
欢迎加入这个酗酒大家庭
- Join the club, mate. - I'm so sorry.
- 对不起，我没有叫他这么做 - 我非常荣幸…
- I didn't put him up to this. - A very great honor.
泰瑞，这实在…塔克今晚没有要表演
Terry, this is really... Tucker's not playing tonight.
点唱机突然故障
Well, you see, the jukebox has conked out.
泰瑞，塔克不是来这里表演的
Terry, this is not what Tucker's here for.
非常荣幸
It's a great, great honor
为大家请到赢得多座葛莱美奖的…
to introduce the multiple Grammy Award-winning...
No, he's not...
摇滚名人堂成员
...member of the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame.
塔克克鲁！
Tucker Crew!
其实是塔克克洛
Tucker Crowe, actually.
我很抱歉，而且你也不用这么做
I am so sorry.
You don't have to do this, by the way.
- 没关系，我可以 - 我没有叫他这么做，真的很对不起
I didn't put him up to it. I'm so sorry.
这个开了吗？
Is this on?
Uh...
哇
Wow.
对
Yeah.
对于那些想知道的人 我并没有赢过葛莱美奖
For those that care, I haven't won any Grammys
也没有进过名人堂，但是我…
and I'm not in the Hall of Fame, but I'll accept the...
我前几天跟一个朋友…
I was in Waterloo Station the other day with a friend of mine,
去了滑铁卢车站
and it made me think of a song I love.
让我想起一首我很爱的歌
那首歌不是我写的，虽然我很希望是
Hey, I didn't write it, but I wish that I did.
哇，我很紧张
Wow, I'm nervous.
爸爸？
Daddy? Daddy?
爸爸？
Daddy?
爸爸？
Daddy?
小子，该睡觉了
Buddy, come on. Time for bed.
我吐在沙发上了
I threw up on the couch.
好，等等…
Okay, hold... hold on. Hold on.
等等
- 不会吧！可怜的小东西 - 好，怎么了？
Oh, no.
- Oh, you poor little thing. - Okay, okay, what is it?
好，天啊，没事
Oh, jeez. Okay, okay, okay, okay.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, let's go. Let's go.
好，我们走
对不起，发生什么事了？
I'm so sorry, bud. What happened?
- Why don't you just...? - Are you okay?
- 你怎么没有…糟糕 - 你还好吧？
还好
给你的
- Here you are. - Thanks.
谢谢
A clever cup of tea, as my Dad would to say.
我爸都会说，来杯聪明的茶
不错
Nice.
为什么是聪明？
Why is it clever?
因为它能治愈任何东西
Because it can cure anything.
如果你头痛，马上治头痛
If you got a headache, it goes straight to your head.
如果你胃痛，马上抚慰你的胃
If you got a stomachache, goes straight to your stomach.
如果是心脏病发呢？
What if you have a heart attack?
Goes straight to your heart.
马上治心脏啊
我们什么时候要回家？
When are we going home?
Soon.
快了
可以打电话给妈妈吗？
Can I call Mom?
You don't even think it's worth a try?
你不觉得值得一试吗？
不是这样的…
It's not like that, it's... I really want to.
- 我真的很想 - 你害我心碎了
You're breaking my heart.
- 我们到底在干嘛？ - 但是我们才刚开始
- What were we even doing? - We're just getting started.
杰克森得回去找妈妈 Jackson has to be with his mother.
你得跟杰克森在一起 -我知道，但是… - And you have to be with Jackson. - Yeah, I know, I know.
这是一段美好的奇幻插曲，塔克 但是你要离开这里了
It's been a wonderful fantasy, until you talk about your leaving here
一切都会回归原样
and everything's going to go back to the way it was
before you were here, except shittier.
回归成之前的样子，只不过更糟
你懂我的意思吗？
我觉得最棒的是155集
The best episode I think is 155.
悟空、达尔
- Mm-hmm? - Goku. Vegeta.
真的是很棒的节目 It's a really good show.
- 是卡通吗？- 对 - Is it a cartoon?- Yeah.
我跟爸爸常常看
Me and my dad watch it all the time.
我没那么常看 I don't watch it that much.
哇
- 怎么了？- 柴克跑了 - What happened?- Zak split.
他吓到了 He freaked out.
亲爱的，过来 Oh, sweetheart. Come here.
我很遗憾 I'm so sorry.
没花太久的时间，对吧？ That didn't take long, did it.
- 他妈的音乐人 - 是啊
Fucking musicians.
让我抱抱这个小家伙
Give me this little guy.
我抱好他了
乖孩子
- 他很帅吧？ - 对 - He's pretty handsome.- Yeah.
看看他的小手！ Look at the little hands.
- 嘿，莉兹 - 嗨，安妮 - Hey, Lizzie. - Hi, Annie.
恭喜了，天啊，他好可爱
Congratulations.
Oh, my goodness, he's gorgeous.
谢谢 Thanks.
你想要进来一下吗？
Do you want to come in for a while?
不用了，我要走了，不过… No, I'm okay. I'm going to head off.
谢了 But thanks.
- 再见，安妮 Bye, Annie.
- 你忘了你的袋子。还有你的乌龟 You forgot your bag. And your turtle.
好 Bye.
我就先走了 - 你确定吗？ - I'm going to leave you to it. - Are you sure?
谢谢你过来… 爷爷 Thanks for coming... Granddad.
早安 Good morning!
她在那里，那一个 She's over there. That one there.
- 我没看到 I don't see her.
- 头发很可爱的那个 The one with the cute hair.Over there.
- 在那里，就是那个… - 我看不… - See the one with the... - I don't...
- 在那里那个 The one there.
- 有了，当然 - 对 - Oh, right. Of course.- Yeah.
- 我怎么会没看到？ 她很可爱吧？ - How could I miss her? - She's cute, isn't she?
不要盯着看可能好一点。 对不起，她很可爱 - Maybe don't stare. - Sorry. She's really cute.
- 你敢相信她邀我出去吗？ Can you believe she asked me out?
- 真的很棒吧？ It's actually amazing, isn't it?
- 而且她… 百分之百确认过了，没错 - She's... - 100% confirmed, yeah.
她是百分之百的同性恋，懂我意思吧 She's a gold star,if you know what I mean.
我不懂你的意思 I don't know what you mean.
- 我知道，- 嘿，萝丝 - I know.- Hey, Ros.
你好，邓肯。 嘿， - Oh, hi, Duncan. - Hey.
真是惊喜啊 What a nice surprise.
安妮，听听他们在弹奏什么 Annie, listen to what they're playing.
爸很喜欢这首歌，你还记得吗？ Daddy loved this one. Do you remember?
- 介意我坐下来吗？ - 不介意
Do you mind if I sit down?
我听说那份布里斯托的工作了，很兴奋吗？ I heard about the job in Bristol.Excited about it?
我其实决定不去了 I decided I'm not going to go, actually.
什么？终于有间像样的大学耶。 是啊 - What? It's a proper university, finally. - Yeah...
我决定…我想要孩子 I've decided that... I want to have kids.
和你一起生 - Oh. - With you.
- 邓肯- 我要生很多个 - Duncan...- I want lots of them.
你不可能是认真的，你甚至不喜欢小孩子 You can't be serious,you don't even like children.
你觉得他们很无趣。 那是我没见过自己的小孩啊 - You think they're boring. - Well, I've never met my own.
我敢说他们一定比别人的小孩有趣多了 I bet they'll be far more interesting than other people's.
- 我们会分手是有原因的 - 一个很蠢的原因 - We broke up for a reason.- A stupid reason.
别这样，又笨又蠢，糟糕的原因 Come on, a stupid reason.A silly reason. Bad reason.
你和别人上床了 You slept with somebody else
因为她对专辑的反应是正确的。 because she had the correct response to an album.
这样很蠢，我刚刚就是这个意思 Which was stupid.This is exactly what I'm saying.
这太蠢了 This was silly.
我多年来一直把自己的蠢东西强诸在你身上 I've been pushing my ridiculous shit on you for years.
你喜欢自己喜欢的东西，它对你很重要 You like what you like.It's very important to you.
这才成就了你，没关系 That makes you who you are. It's okay.
我可以做别人 I can be someone else.
你确定这没什么关系 You sure this doesn't have something to do
你确定这跟你偶像的出现，还有他稍微喜欢我 with your idol coming along and fancying me a little bit?
- 没有，天啊，太伤人了 No, God! That's hurtful.
或许有一点吧 Maybe a bit, maybe a bit.
好，我不知道 Okay, I don't know.
他大开我的眼界 He opened my eyes.
但是我现在已经打开的眼界看的是你
But now my opened eyes are looking at you.
我希望你快乐 I want you to be happy.
我准备好让我们两个人 一起当成年人了
I am ready for us to be grownups together.
你不是想要这样吗？ Isn't that what you want?
我不再想要那样了 I don't want that anymore. I don't.
对不起，我不想要了 I'm sorry. I don't.
亲爱的塔克， Dear Tucker...
我有收到你的电邮 I did receive your emails.
恭喜你有了自己的住所
Congratulations on getting your own place.
很抱歉我没有早一点回信 I'm so sorry that I haven't replied sooner.
我最近在应对一些人生中的重大决定 I've just... I've been dealing with some really big life decisions.
我搬到伦敦了 I moved to London,
我在这里帮一个朋友的朋友顾家 where I'm house-sitting for a friend of a friend,
我在一间很酷的小画廊找到一份工作 and I landed a job at a cool, little gallery.
不知怎的，这个世界突然之间感觉充满了可能性 Somehow, the world just suddenly feels alive with possibility.
我最近也在认真考虑自己生一个小孩 I've also been seriously considering having a baby on my own.
我上周终于鼓起勇气去了诊所 Last week, I finally gathered the nerve
开始进程 to go to a clinic and actually start the process.
很疯狂对吧？ It's mental, right?
总之呢…没有什么是肯定的 Anyway, nothing's for certain,
但无论发生什么事，我…我觉得自己都会没事 but whatever happens I feel I'll be all right.
我不敢相信莉兹的儿子已经一岁大了 I can't believe Lizzie's boy is already a year old.
她一定很高兴你要来访 She must be thrilled you're coming to visit.
如果你想抽空一起喝杯咖啡 If you'd like to steal away for a cup of coffee,
能见到你，叙个旧一定很棒 it'd be great to see you and catch up.
我会很开心 I'd actually love that.
大家好， Hello.
抱歉我消失了这么久 Apologies for my prolonged absence.
我一直在梳理手边的消息 I have been working through the news at hand
阐述我的意见 and formulating an opinion
以及谨慎和明智地，因为这事关重大 with the care and judiciousness I believe the moment calls for.
我现在说的当然就是塔克的…新专辑 I'm speaking, of course, of the fact that Tucker has a new album.
（塔克克洛复出）
（塔克克洛还活着，而且活得好好的！）
（塔克克洛复活了）
专辑名称是《我去了哪里？》 It's called So Where Was I?
这是他25年来首次推出的新作品 It's his first release of new material in 25 years.
（塔克克洛，《我去了哪里？》）
我的裁定为何呢？ What is my verdict?
我引述另一位音评的评语 Well, to quote another critic,
这是什么鬼玩意？ "What is this shite?"
有一首讲述午后读书乐趣的歌 We have a song about the pleasures of reading in the afternoon.
我们有一首关于土生土长的绿豆的歌。 We have a song about homegrown green beans.
There's a little ditty expoundingthe joys of being a stepfather. 有一首小曲阐述了身为继父的喜悦
简而言之，这根本是一场悲剧 I mean, in short, we have a tragedy.
而且还有鼓机 And there's a drum machine.
塔克克洛的专辑中竟然有鼓机 There's a drum machine on a Tucker Crowe album.
搞什么鬼啊？ I mean, what the fuck?
你们可能会跟我一样纳闷 You may ask, as I did,
什么事情导致塔克创作出这种倒胃口又毫无生气的灾难 what caused Tucker to produce this cloying, bloodless, catastrophe?
据报导，塔克找到了爱情 Well, reportedly, Tucker has found love.
我要告诉各位，这一点都不适合他 And I am here to tell you, my friends,it doesn't suit him.